Scars on Scum
'i feel everything boiling over, i just wish my life was over, all i feel now is pain, i would give anything to feel real today, my soul sweats blood as i lie, only one wish here and that is to die, my stomach aches and tears at me, tears swim in my eyes and i can't see, i feel shattered and broken inside, i wish there was some place that i could hide, away from all of this misery, the guilt and pain is killing me, i'm willing away all of these lies, such sweet mercy as someone dies, take me with you will you please, take me now to where noone sees, in the presence of the Father i am remade, a solemn statue, figure of Jade, all this a prayer, the pain is so real, please Father help me, help me feel!' Rex Clay Michael Dayringer 11/29/05