Oct 11, 2004 23:20
he said nothing wrong.
and evidently, i said nothing wrong.
so all that's left is for me to know why i feel like i'm going to cry.
i hate myself for hating myself. this goes back to something i wrote a long time ago in my notebook. about how it's a viscious cycle and there appears to be no end in sight. god, i really wish that for just one day, i could be someone else. cause me is not so fun right now. meh, i'm trying to be in a better mood. why can't i seem to find it?