this just isn't fair
Jon Perdu calls me and says hey I'm going to stop over to say hi for about 5 minutes. So I was all excited becasue I haven't seen in in such a long time. He lives in Worcester and I've known him for about 7 years so hes a good friend of mine, my whoel families actually. he comes over and asks where mom and Mike, my brother, is and I said mom's at a banquet and mike is just gone. He says not as gone as I'll be.....I asked him what he ment. SO I guess he is going to jobcore in Maine....yes Maine. and the very tip of Maine that is a 10 1/2 hour drive!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the fuck. Its just not fair. I mean I haven't seen him in so long, he comes over, I think just to say hi becasue hes inthe area, and he goes he I'm not going to se eyou for a year to a year and a half. Oh yeah he'll be gone for about a year to a year and a half I guess. Its just fucking bullshit. I mean I want whats best for him, but why did he have to tell me like that. Oh yeah hes leaving Tuesday which is in about a week. Couldn't tell me before hand, nope a week befor he goes. Nice....damn I'm going to miss him.
Jen moved away a couple weeks ago. To Norht Brookfield. She was my first friend in Oxford, been my neihbor for 7 years. Shes gone now.
Lauren's parents are talking about going back to Georgia. Lauren doesn't want to go so if they go when she's out of school then we'll just get an apartment together, or she will probably move in with me. But if she goex wiht them then I'll fuckgin kill myself. I can't lose her too. At all. Shes my bestestestestestestest friend. No on could even compare, you know? Well yeah if she goes wiht them then who knows what the hell will happen to me. Everyone is leaving me and its fucking ratarted. I Don't know this Jon thing just bothers me. Ho he come over I'mthinkign to say hi and he tells me he'll be gone for a year and a half 10 1/2 hours away. He told me he gets liek 2 weeks off in the summer. wow 2 weeks out of fucking a year and a half.....
whatever.
anyways, this have been I don't. SOme bad days some decent days. Lauren is in the Bahamas right now, getting all tan and crispy. Lucky gal. I've been okay but it doesn't really matter. Dave moved to Sutton with his brother, but I'll still see him, I'm just worried about him, hes been having some tough times.Hes way to good of a kid to go through what he is.
My birthday is in about a month and a half, I'm still tryign to convince my rents to let me get my lip pierced. I even offered to pay fo rit, I just want their promission,thats all I want they don't even have to buy me a present, just say yes, and for my "sweet sixteen" some of you like to call it.
so thats my life right about now.....nothing exciting, peopel are leaving me, and I'm on April vacation. oh yeah.....
Jen moved away a couple weeks ago. To Norht Brookfield. She was my first friend in Oxford, been my neihbor for 7 years. Shes gone now.
Lauren's parents are talking about going back to Georgia. Lauren doesn't want to go so if they go when she's out of school then we'll just get an apartment together, or she will probably move in with me. But if she goex wiht them then I'll fuckgin kill myself. I can't lose her too. At all. Shes my bestestestestestestest friend. No on could even compare, you know? Well yeah if she goes wiht them then who knows what the hell will happen to me. Everyone is leaving me and its fucking ratarted. I Don't know this Jon thing just bothers me. Ho he come over I'mthinkign to say hi and he tells me he'll be gone for a year and a half 10 1/2 hours away. He told me he gets liek 2 weeks off in the summer. wow 2 weeks out of fucking a year and a half.....
whatever.
anyways, this have been I don't. SOme bad days some decent days. Lauren is in the Bahamas right now, getting all tan and crispy. Lucky gal. I've been okay but it doesn't really matter. Dave moved to Sutton with his brother, but I'll still see him, I'm just worried about him, hes been having some tough times.Hes way to good of a kid to go through what he is.
My birthday is in about a month and a half, I'm still tryign to convince my rents to let me get my lip pierced. I even offered to pay fo rit, I just want their promission,thats all I want they don't even have to buy me a present, just say yes, and for my "sweet sixteen" some of you like to call it.
so thats my life right about now.....nothing exciting, peopel are leaving me, and I'm on April vacation. oh yeah.....