Requiem for a...wait...is it?
Sometimes it's so hard to believe that everything is real. That everything is really happening here and now, and it's not just some dress reheasal, or dream inside my head.
It's hard to believe that this past summer I cried. Me? Cry? C'mon - that couldn't have been real
It's hard to believe that I've all but estranged some of the kids that I love...because i was selfish and stupid. It just doesn't sound like me, or something that I'd really do.
It's hard to believe that I'm going out with somebody I've known pretty much my whole life, and that I still have so much to learn about her, and, on top of that, that she makes me so happy during a time when I don't think I normally would be.
It's hard to believe that I'm leaving in a few months...and that I'll probably never see or talk to at least 3/4 of the people I see and talk to now.
It's hard to believe that I'm 18, an adult and therefore responsible for myself, and yet I know nothing about taxes, insurance, having a job, and the world.
It's hard to believe that after everything I've ever done, good/bad/neutral....I dont regret one thing. (this could be a whole other entry in itself, and perhaps someday soon it will be)
It's hard to believe that I still attend a High School, for 7 hours a day, for 5 days a week (usually). And also that I have nothing to show for my "education"
It's hard to believe that Chris Levin actually blocked, caught, and scored in frisbee today. (::golf clap:: very commendable chris, do I hear most improved award?)
It's hard to beleive that...
Ya know what? If I am dreaming it all...and none of this is real...then do me a favor. Let me sleep a little longer
PeACe
It's hard to believe that this past summer I cried. Me? Cry? C'mon - that couldn't have been real
It's hard to believe that I've all but estranged some of the kids that I love...because i was selfish and stupid. It just doesn't sound like me, or something that I'd really do.
It's hard to believe that I'm going out with somebody I've known pretty much my whole life, and that I still have so much to learn about her, and, on top of that, that she makes me so happy during a time when I don't think I normally would be.
It's hard to believe that I'm leaving in a few months...and that I'll probably never see or talk to at least 3/4 of the people I see and talk to now.
It's hard to believe that I'm 18, an adult and therefore responsible for myself, and yet I know nothing about taxes, insurance, having a job, and the world.
It's hard to believe that after everything I've ever done, good/bad/neutral....I dont regret one thing. (this could be a whole other entry in itself, and perhaps someday soon it will be)
It's hard to believe that I still attend a High School, for 7 hours a day, for 5 days a week (usually). And also that I have nothing to show for my "education"
It's hard to believe that Chris Levin actually blocked, caught, and scored in frisbee today. (::golf clap:: very commendable chris, do I hear most improved award?)
It's hard to beleive that...
Ya know what? If I am dreaming it all...and none of this is real...then do me a favor. Let me sleep a little longer
PeACe