hear everything i dont tell you

Feb 18, 2004 13:51

so today has been rather peculiar. i woke up shaking but i wasnt cold or hot, weird. there was a bruise on the top of my right forearm, weird. last night there was a whole carton of eggs, loaf of bread, and half a carton of milk but today it seems to have run and hid, weird. caught my nextdoor neighbors snorting and smoking outside my bathroom window, yes in my backyard, weird. didnt long to be with people and actually enjoyed the alone time in my house, very weird. so yeah...im just as confused as you are! i feel like i need to make friends with people who are just like me on this thing so sit back, relax, and get accquainted with me!
1. my full name is melanie allison fletcher i was born on december 12, 1987 in palm springs hospital.
2. i am the biggest hypocrit you will ever have the pleasure of meeting
3. oh em gee i just found another bruise on the inside of my left forearm. WHEN WILL THE MADDNESS END!
4. i believe in honesty with the ones you love, sometimes.
5. im a virgin and would like to stay that way until marriage, but thats gonna be a toughy. oh well its worth a try!!!
6. i have a large obsession with hagan daz coffee ice cream :))
7. sometimes i like to watch infomercials, especially the ones having to do with gadgets for the kitchen
8. i have never been in love or a serious relationship...but am pathetically waiting for one to happen
9. i cried in the movies titanic, pay it foward, and... i know theres more i just cant remember right now
10. i was deathly afraid of the movies e.t. and the little mermaid until i was around 9
11. i am still slightly afriad of the dark
12. i believe that obedience is the cause of all laziness
13. i think that fate and destiny are real and everyone has their perfect match out there somewhere
14. i cant walk by a mirror without checking myself out in it
15. i only rarely wash my hands...
16. when i was in 4th grade i stole a diary...ohh scandalous
17. i am paraniod that everyone hates me
18. i love being the center of attention and seeing people smile
19. i wish i could be orginal but its so hard
20. i have cheated on so many tests its ridiculous
21. im done with this list for now...if you have any questions about me just ask!

after one or two i get used to the room, we go all slow when we first make our moves. by five or six ill bring you out to the car, by number nine ive got my head on the bar, and its sad but true, out of cash and i-owe-yous, i got desperate desires and unadmirable plans, my tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent, bring you back to the bar and get you out of the cold, my sober straight face gets you out of your clothes, and theyre scared that we know all the crimes theyll commit, who theyll kiss before they get home, i will lie awake, and lie for fun and fake the way i hold you, let you fall for every empty word i say, barely conscious in the door where you stand, your eyes are fighting sleep while your mouth makes your demands, you laugh at every word, trying to hard to be cute, i almost feel sorry for what im gonna do, and your hair smells of smoke, who will cast the first stone, you can sin or spend the night all alone, brass buttons on your coat hold the cold in the shape of a heart but theyre cut out of stone, your using all your looks that youve thrown from the start, if you let me have my way i swear ill tear you apart, cause its all you can be, youre a drunk, and your scared, its ladies night and all the girls drink for free...
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