weekend
so the last few weeks have really been a blur. but if i've learned anything at all it's who my real friends are....and for that i'm eternally grateful.
i realized so much this weekend about myself, and the funny part is, i spent most of the weekend alone. i had brief interactions with moe, but other than that, nothing major.
what i have come to though is this huge conclusion about not settling for the wrong one, i read this incredible book (actually three of them) over the weekend and just realized that i want to be swept off my feet. and i like the thought of it.
right now, i can't forgive chris for what's happened between us, and while i'm willing to work on our friendship, right now that's all i can offer. but i'm okay with that, because it's the most important part of any relationship, and if that's failing, there's not chance to ever move on. (it's like the song, how can we be lovers if we can't be friends)
i have also spent a major part of my weekend listening to music and just 'crillin' and it's been phenomenal. for the most part, i can't say that i regret one minute (although i am sure there are some things i would change)
my parents are coming sometime in the next week...mostly because i think my mom is worried about me...and it's my birthday. everyone is starting to make this huge to do about it, and i just don't have time.
i mean really, i have a final the next day, plus i have to teach all day that day, and the day before, and i've got so much other stuff to work on. and chuck comes back in like 2 weeks or soemthing ridiculous so i have to get some of these thesis articles out of the way. and it just doesn't seem like i have time to have a birthday, let alone celebrate it. but whatever.
this weekend was the first weekend i've spent 'alone' in a while, and it was quite enjoyable. i should def do it more often. not because my friends are incredible, but because sometimes i think we forget how important time to ourselves can be.
i realized so much this weekend about myself, and the funny part is, i spent most of the weekend alone. i had brief interactions with moe, but other than that, nothing major.
what i have come to though is this huge conclusion about not settling for the wrong one, i read this incredible book (actually three of them) over the weekend and just realized that i want to be swept off my feet. and i like the thought of it.
right now, i can't forgive chris for what's happened between us, and while i'm willing to work on our friendship, right now that's all i can offer. but i'm okay with that, because it's the most important part of any relationship, and if that's failing, there's not chance to ever move on. (it's like the song, how can we be lovers if we can't be friends)
i have also spent a major part of my weekend listening to music and just 'crillin' and it's been phenomenal. for the most part, i can't say that i regret one minute (although i am sure there are some things i would change)
my parents are coming sometime in the next week...mostly because i think my mom is worried about me...and it's my birthday. everyone is starting to make this huge to do about it, and i just don't have time.
i mean really, i have a final the next day, plus i have to teach all day that day, and the day before, and i've got so much other stuff to work on. and chuck comes back in like 2 weeks or soemthing ridiculous so i have to get some of these thesis articles out of the way. and it just doesn't seem like i have time to have a birthday, let alone celebrate it. but whatever.
this weekend was the first weekend i've spent 'alone' in a while, and it was quite enjoyable. i should def do it more often. not because my friends are incredible, but because sometimes i think we forget how important time to ourselves can be.