*blowing away cobwebs* Hi guys.
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So a couple of days ago I
tweeted about how I keep saying "Could you I maple sweets" to myself randomly and some people (more than I thought) just- like- get it, HAHA. So after that I went on this journey to find Chronicle clips, specifically the telephone game ones, which took me back to LJ because... where else do I go right HAHA. It took me back to like 2015-2017 which is crazy that it's been five-seven years since then like WHAT.
Seeing LJ during those days felt soooo weird cause it was amazing how much content was regularly uploaded by like... multiple people (I love you all thank you for feeding me). Meanwhile nowadays there's only a few regular uploaders/sharers left, right? ...Or maybe I'm just not following everyone as closely but... Do you get what I'm trying to say? HAHA. Maybe it's cause I took too long of an Eito hiatus after Baru (then Dokkun) left so now I just don't know where I'm at.
Also sometimes I go on the J&A groups' community to see if something is subbed but nowadays I find some people don't do that anymore? Maybe I'm not paying close enough attention, I dunno. ANYWAY. I wanna say I miss circa 2016 LJ but I don't think I miss LJ per se it's just that I miss how I was back then. It's like when you're nostalgic about an old video game/movie, you're not actually *that* into the video game it's just that you miss how it made you feel way back when.
I went through a few of my old posts/subs from those days which I still posted on here (not in the comm) and it's kinda crazy how extroverted I sound HAHAHAHA. Oversharing galore man like damn, do I ever shut uPP? How did people put up with me I will never know. But I also miss that mindset I had about not giving as much fuccs hahaha, I feel like a lot of the content I now put online is more curated cause I just give more fuccs about how people perceive me. Not a lot, mind you, but more than I used to.
A part of me also think those years were like my peak/heyday on LJ/subbing in general, but I think it was also one of the community's peak on LJ? Cause I feel like there was just SO MANY influx of comments and people and I got so much feedback and just interactions with everyone. I MISS MY LJ FRIENDS I HOPE YOU'RE ALL DOING OKAY! I visited a few people's profiles the other day and I see a lot of them are on hiatus (same). I just hope everyone's doing good!
I honestly forgot how good it feels to just regurgitate words in a single LJ entry HAHA. I tweet a lot on twitter but it's just not the same! Also there's something about LJ that makes me feel like I'm screaming into the void/no one in particular which I like because it doesn't feel like I'm bothering anybody. It's very therapeutic. Speaking of therapeutic, I haven't spoken about this on here but I made
a podcast like two years ago. Give it a listen if that's your thing, haha. Put a voice into these wordvomits yknow?
I might have to do more personal journal entries this is so freeing. Maybe I'll do like a life-update slash year(s) in review before the year ends.
See you when I see you, if you've read this far you get a virtual hug from me!
x
Sacchan