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I wish my boyfriend was more intuned to the things I convey through non-verbal communication. He's heard me talk of Lesley a million and one times and all the things she teaches us. You'd think he'd get the hint that I'm pissed at him. I have rage emitted from my eyes and burning holes in his aura. But, no. I see him for about an hour and then he leaves. WTF? What is the point in coming up for the weekend when you spend majority with friends or sleeping. Honestly. Its a waste of my time and bed space. Someone worthwhile could be sleeping with me. And you don't have to lie to me. You can just say hey, I'd rather be doing this than banging you 8 times. Now, I'm not the cheating type, well my past doesn't count. Anyways, I wouldn't want to cheat on Mike. But, I think that he's pushing me toward it. Its like he's dating me for the soul purpose of ass when he wants it and telling people that he has a girlfriend. God, I need to get laid.