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So, I try to talk to a friend because we always said that we would and it totally bites me in the ass. I don't think that she even really cared. I dunno. She just seems to apologize and say she'll fix it everytime I mention something. Well, thats not what I was saying. I knew it would happen, but whatever I guess. She says she's just going through a lot of stuff. Well, isn't that what friends are for. To help each other. She won't talk to me, she acts as if I don't exist, I think that she just doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. Thats fine whatever. Just tell me. Our friendship is falling apart and I don't know what to do. I try so hard. Well, I think I do. Maybe I'm not. Its really hard when she doesn't talk to you and let you know what's going on. I don't know what the hell to do. Drama is for high schoolers and I feel like I'm creating drama for her, and she's just like whatever and she just thinks I'm being a retarded girl. Or whatever. I dunno. It seems like everything I do she just throws aside and doesn't care. But, whatever. I'll just leave her alone for a bit I guess. I dunno. Whatever. She's changing and I can't say I like the person that she's becoming. But, summer will be here soon and I won't see her everyday. Maybe that'll be good. I dunno. Whatever.