self-sabotage
i have a 7 page paper due at 2:00 for ethics which i have not begun. i'm actually not too worried about it. i meant to start at 10:00 but when i got to the library the computers were down. by the time i came back home and surfed the net, well, i now have 2.5 hours to do it, print it, and turn it in. my. life. ugh.
so this has been a weekend of firsts. first i accidentally hit a parked car while driving down a narrow street for the first time. then yesterday got fired from my much beloved job at homeslice for being late twice this weekend after repeated warnings and contract signing AND text message reminders from three managers not to be late anymore. it seems i was trying to get fired. it was genuinely a misunderstaing of my schedule and now i am genuinely paying the consequences. i'm not too shaken up, except that i want to try and pay off the girl whose car i hit instead of going through insurance, and that may mean i have no money until i get a new job. neither am i worried about finding a job. my resume is strong. i just liked homeslice a lot because of the people i worked with and the way they spoiled me with a good schedule. as my coworkers started to find out i had been fired they came up to me t hug me and tell me i was one of the best servers on the floor. which was nice. i think the people around me were more upset than i was. i am not indifferent, but it is just a job and i do enjoy change.
alright time i go work on that paper.
this weekend will be my first weekend off since the summer :)
so this has been a weekend of firsts. first i accidentally hit a parked car while driving down a narrow street for the first time. then yesterday got fired from my much beloved job at homeslice for being late twice this weekend after repeated warnings and contract signing AND text message reminders from three managers not to be late anymore. it seems i was trying to get fired. it was genuinely a misunderstaing of my schedule and now i am genuinely paying the consequences. i'm not too shaken up, except that i want to try and pay off the girl whose car i hit instead of going through insurance, and that may mean i have no money until i get a new job. neither am i worried about finding a job. my resume is strong. i just liked homeslice a lot because of the people i worked with and the way they spoiled me with a good schedule. as my coworkers started to find out i had been fired they came up to me t hug me and tell me i was one of the best servers on the floor. which was nice. i think the people around me were more upset than i was. i am not indifferent, but it is just a job and i do enjoy change.
alright time i go work on that paper.
this weekend will be my first weekend off since the summer :)