I do it to myself
So as I sit here in my grandmother's house with the Yankees game on... my sister and her boyfriend nap on the love-seat, my grandmother half napping half watching the game, and I (in discovering that I can get wireless in the living room) typing away. Taking a break from work, yup, lots top do and with my back I have to take the chances when I am not in pain to try and catch up.
I don't know how and I don't know when but seems like I have 2 bulging disks in my spine and I have been introduced to Vicodan and muscle relaxers just so I don't jump out of my skin, the pain is sometimes unbearable.
I have been thinking a lot about relationships. With friends, with family. What makes them work, what makes them rocky.
My dear friend Hill's bf broke up with her last night and I felt her pain of three years of love and devotion being broken into pieces. I look at my own relationship and wonder why sometimes it's great and sometimes it isn't. I look at friendships and I wonder how you can love people so much yet they know you so well that when they decide to push your buttons it rips at your guts. Friends are amazing creatures. They know how to soothe your soul, comfort you, but when they want to... they are the best at ripping the rug from beneath your feet.
I don't know...ehh
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I don't know how and I don't know when but seems like I have 2 bulging disks in my spine and I have been introduced to Vicodan and muscle relaxers just so I don't jump out of my skin, the pain is sometimes unbearable.
I have been thinking a lot about relationships. With friends, with family. What makes them work, what makes them rocky.
My dear friend Hill's bf broke up with her last night and I felt her pain of three years of love and devotion being broken into pieces. I look at my own relationship and wonder why sometimes it's great and sometimes it isn't. I look at friendships and I wonder how you can love people so much yet they know you so well that when they decide to push your buttons it rips at your guts. Friends are amazing creatures. They know how to soothe your soul, comfort you, but when they want to... they are the best at ripping the rug from beneath your feet.
I don't know...ehh
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