why

Apr 24, 2013 13:41

seriously why should i have to flip out and do something stupid for you to pay attention to me ? i'm not the dog. i'm a person and i miss my life and i hate being treated like a child lately. most of all i miss my car and the freedom to come and go as i please. i gave up so much more then you realize to be with you and have our baby  and it seems like i'm having todo the same thing again for this baby and i fucking hate it ! seriously i don'tknow what i see in this relationship sometimes. we have nothing in common and seriously i hate feelingas though i have to seriously dumb shit down for you to understand stuff. your not stupid so quit playing already .i'mnot sure how much i can put up with . b/t you bouncing in and out of jobs how the hell are we supposed to ever get anywhere in our life .

i'm sick of hearing about how you want your own car . first you need a job and  then we have so much other shit to think of

yeah i'm sure i'm not helping but you know what . i don't plan on staying home for much longer.  i can't stand being in this house anymore i want my life back and have come to realize that if i don't do something about it i'm going to end up worse then my mother and sorry that is not the life i chose. a while back and i sure as hell will not continue being unhappy for much longer . so seriously you have been warned this condition as you call it will not last much longer if you keep going and i will move the fuck on and  start over some place else and you can either tag along for the ride or get the fuck out cuz i'm coming pretty close to saying i'm done
  and there have been times where it still feels like i'm trapped in that marriage and am drowning and i won't feel like that ever again.
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