thinking
wishes for a past that will never happen is never what you want to admit to your self but there are times in your life you have to shut up and grow the fuck up and quit living in the fairy tale.
i admit my love for this person was still there even though i was/am still with somebody else
to wake up and it be 5 years ago to when it never happend and us be in 2 different places then we are right now.
you call me delusional and i call it going after what the heart wanted.
you called it living in a fairytale and i called it being as happy as i could when i was with you / spending time with you
your right we could of never been a couple because i don't lie to the ones i love and i don't treat the people who care about me like shit! and i also don't keep secrets from the one who shares my bed with me. I also don't borrow money from my friends and never make an attempt to pay them back even when i could afford it.
i could go on and on about this but it would just be me ranting and i don't want to do that
one day you will read this and may be just maybe you will realize you had a good thing. a women who cared about you and loved you and sacrificed her own well being to make you happy or least tried to
i won't lay blame on you for where i am today but you sure as hell helped me get there.
GOOD NIGHT
i admit my love for this person was still there even though i was/am still with somebody else
to wake up and it be 5 years ago to when it never happend and us be in 2 different places then we are right now.
you call me delusional and i call it going after what the heart wanted.
you called it living in a fairytale and i called it being as happy as i could when i was with you / spending time with you
your right we could of never been a couple because i don't lie to the ones i love and i don't treat the people who care about me like shit! and i also don't keep secrets from the one who shares my bed with me. I also don't borrow money from my friends and never make an attempt to pay them back even when i could afford it.
i could go on and on about this but it would just be me ranting and i don't want to do that
one day you will read this and may be just maybe you will realize you had a good thing. a women who cared about you and loved you and sacrificed her own well being to make you happy or least tried to
i won't lay blame on you for where i am today but you sure as hell helped me get there.
GOOD NIGHT