cross roads?
it feels like i am standing in across roads in my life and i am not sure where i am suppose to go from here.
i got a part of my past back and i'm not sure if i wanted that part back. let me clarify for the nosey freaking people that read this journal.
the part of my past i'm talking about is the communication breakdown b/t me and my son vincents dad.
oh yeah got the kids back as well but i wanted that part of my life back i'd die before i let them go!
i got bits and pieces of the old me sitting on a shelf and honestly i'm not sure i like that very much
i had to give up so much or should i say put stuff on hold. i feel like i should be much further along in my path to my goals and i'm having to start from ground zero and i hate that feeling of not knowing what's next.
call it me being unhappy for the moment. i'm working on things in my life to try and change the way i feel about stuff right now and honestly i think the cam is going to take a back seat till i know what is going on so if i have things that inculde you i'll finish it up and then you will become unable to find her or me for that matter so i say peace out.
i got a part of my past back and i'm not sure if i wanted that part back. let me clarify for the nosey freaking people that read this journal.
the part of my past i'm talking about is the communication breakdown b/t me and my son vincents dad.
oh yeah got the kids back as well but i wanted that part of my life back i'd die before i let them go!
i got bits and pieces of the old me sitting on a shelf and honestly i'm not sure i like that very much
i had to give up so much or should i say put stuff on hold. i feel like i should be much further along in my path to my goals and i'm having to start from ground zero and i hate that feeling of not knowing what's next.
call it me being unhappy for the moment. i'm working on things in my life to try and change the way i feel about stuff right now and honestly i think the cam is going to take a back seat till i know what is going on so if i have things that inculde you i'll finish it up and then you will become unable to find her or me for that matter so i say peace out.