Okay, so it's been a while since I left a game that I truly enjoyed. For a while I said that I left because the game got too big and too many new people and characters were coming and going. Truth is, I left mostly because of the chatroom that was associated with the game.
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The obsession with fitting in at all costs was always something I thought people grew out of. Guys didn't seem to care so much, and girls got over it when they got out of school. So to me it's a huge sign of immaturity. If the only way you can feel good about yourself is by making every body around you feel like shit then you have some serious problems and need to get them dealt with. Been there, done that, it's not easy but it's possible.
I'm so sorry. You know that the main reason I left was also because of the bitchiness. Nobody was mean to me, at least not openly, but the way other people were treated made me feel physically ill. There are still some things, some people, that just to see them makes me want to vomit. It's such a shame too, because there were also a hell of a lot of good things about the group.
You and I have taken a stand, you because you had to stop yourself getting hurt, me because I refused to tolerate that treatment. I just wish I could believe it would make a difference.
Still, at least we have each other.
Love you baby girl.
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