I hate people like this
I am shaking, I am so pissed and violated...
dallas_area_piercer: hey sexy
Scoggers: hello
dallas_area_piercer: whats up
Scoggers: a lot of things, you?
dallas_area_piercer: nada
Scoggers: lucky
dallas_area_piercer: lol
dallas_area_piercer: so when we gonna talk on the phone
Scoggers: ...
dallas_area_piercer: um ok
Scoggers: I do not want to let people get that close to me right now
dallas_area_piercer: huh?
Scoggers: meaning I am setting up barriers between myself and the world and the phone is off limits for now
dallas_area_piercer: um ok
Scoggers: um okay what? either you accept my decision or don;t
dallas_area_piercer: you dont have to get snappy with me
Scoggers: well I am sorry but I am in defensive mode right now from some other things going on...
dallas_area_piercer: you been getting snappy with me for over a week now over shit I havent done
Scoggers: I was not the last time we talked, and I'm sorry that I can't be a happy little princess all the time
dallas_area_piercer: maybe you need to direct it at who did it not people trying to help you through it
dallas_area_piercer: all i want is to be your freind
Scoggers: nice way of showing it, honestly
dallas_area_piercer: why by getting upset for getting snapped at most of the time
dallas_area_piercer: everyone has a breaking point
Scoggers: Yes I know and if you had been listening when I did talk to you, you should have noticed that I am about to snap right now
dallas_area_piercer: so as i said snap at those who piss you off not others
Scoggers: for someone who is trying to help you sure hurt a lot and lack understanding
dallas_area_piercer: tored of getting snapped at ( i do understand but also understand that you can botch at people trying to be a freind when you on hard times cause you do then eventually they wont want to hear you) ( I know this from experience)
Scoggers: well if you want someone to talk to you then you shouldn't be so brass when they are trying to say that they hurt
dallas_area_piercer: well one out of the past 5 times we talked you havent snapped at me
Scoggers: and one out of those five times have you not given me a reason to
dallas_area_piercer: i ask you to call and talk and thats a reason?
Scoggers: my barriers have nothing to do with you
Scoggers: I am going through so much that I don't want to associate with ANYONE on a personal level right now
dallas_area_piercer: oh and going to parties and the club is not personal?
dallas_area_piercer: yeah RIGHT
Scoggers: I have NEVER been to the club
Scoggers: and I went to ONE fucking party to try and get my mind off of killing myself
Scoggers: screw me for trying to find an outlet
dallas_area_piercer: but you said no personal contact I would call that personal
Scoggers: yes I decided that fucking yesterday damn
dallas_area_piercer: som maybe a little nicer about how you tell people
Scoggers: why should I go out of my way to be curtous to people when all they do is hurt me or use me for their own devices?
dallas_area_piercer: I never hurt you or used you so dont even start that shit
Scoggers: Did I say YOU did I say anything personal? fuck no
dallas_area_piercer: you said everyone
Scoggers: I said PEOPLE
Scoggers: there is a huge fucking difference
dallas_area_piercer: well I am one of the people you talk to so you clump me up in there
dallas_area_piercer: to quote:why should I go out of my way to be curtous to people when all they do is hurt me or use me for their own devices?
dallas_area_piercer: I asked you to be courtious to me and that was your response
Scoggers: you know, I don't think I need to be having this agrument right now...
dallas_area_piercer: why not best time as ever
Scoggers: look drop the shit fest okay?
dallas_area_piercer: you seem to think life is SOOOOO bad whynot do it no
Scoggers: you know what? if you are going to be that kind of friend, then I don't need you as a friend
dallas_area_piercer: *now
dallas_area_piercer: well you slap a dog (who if its your pet loves you) enough it will biote you too
Scoggers: you have no idea what is going on in my life so don't even FUCKING mock me...
dallas_area_piercer: live my life then you can bitch
Scoggers: well I do not want you as a friend or any part of my life
Scoggers: You think you are the only ONE with problems?
Scoggers: fuck that man
Scoggers: good luck
dallas_area_piercer: no but I been through worse
dallas_area_piercer: and I am 30
Scoggers: oh yes and years really mean shit
dallas_area_piercer: ok well I am mean cause whiney little cunts like you piss and moan about trivial BULLSHIT and then expect me to have sympathy then you snap at me when I am trying to be a freind and expect me not to go off
Scoggers: how do you know what I am going through? huh? you just assume that it is nothing... you have no idea
dallas_area_piercer: you been hit by a car?
dallas_area_piercer: you been raped?
dallas_area_piercer: those are bad
Scoggers: yea and so is losing someone so is having to push people away so is dealing with people calling you worthless so is realizing that you want to die because you have been RAPED so is looking at life and saying hell I don't want to deal with this anymore
Scoggers: thanks for the advice maybe I should just kill myself so you have one less whiny little cunt to piss you off
Scoggers: fuck you
dallas_area_piercer: can I watch
Scoggers: what kind of fucker are you?
Scoggers: I don't even want to hear
Scoggers: I am going to walk away from this conversation
Scoggers: I don't want to hear from you again
dallas_area_piercer: the one who has lost EVERYTHING all my life and been beat half to death more than once so I know what HURT IS
Scoggers: I will not message you or talk to you again
Scoggers: don't pull this my shit is worse than yours crap
Scoggers: goodbye
Scoggers: and good fucking luck
dallas_area_piercer: awww gonna go whine and talk about killing yourself to someone else?
Scoggers: no I am walking away from someone who I don't need in my life
dallas_area_piercer: well it seems you will be walking away from eveeryone the way you snap at people
Scoggers: I don't treat everyone this way, only you because now I know I was right in not trusting you to be the person you claimed to be
Scoggers: but you know what? this is not worth my time and effort over so bye
dallas_area_piercer: so waaaaaaa if you do kill you self I wanna watch
dallas_area_piercer: hey sexy
Scoggers: hello
dallas_area_piercer: whats up
Scoggers: a lot of things, you?
dallas_area_piercer: nada
Scoggers: lucky
dallas_area_piercer: lol
dallas_area_piercer: so when we gonna talk on the phone
Scoggers: ...
dallas_area_piercer: um ok
Scoggers: I do not want to let people get that close to me right now
dallas_area_piercer: huh?
Scoggers: meaning I am setting up barriers between myself and the world and the phone is off limits for now
dallas_area_piercer: um ok
Scoggers: um okay what? either you accept my decision or don;t
dallas_area_piercer: you dont have to get snappy with me
Scoggers: well I am sorry but I am in defensive mode right now from some other things going on...
dallas_area_piercer: you been getting snappy with me for over a week now over shit I havent done
Scoggers: I was not the last time we talked, and I'm sorry that I can't be a happy little princess all the time
dallas_area_piercer: maybe you need to direct it at who did it not people trying to help you through it
dallas_area_piercer: all i want is to be your freind
Scoggers: nice way of showing it, honestly
dallas_area_piercer: why by getting upset for getting snapped at most of the time
dallas_area_piercer: everyone has a breaking point
Scoggers: Yes I know and if you had been listening when I did talk to you, you should have noticed that I am about to snap right now
dallas_area_piercer: so as i said snap at those who piss you off not others
Scoggers: for someone who is trying to help you sure hurt a lot and lack understanding
dallas_area_piercer: tored of getting snapped at ( i do understand but also understand that you can botch at people trying to be a freind when you on hard times cause you do then eventually they wont want to hear you) ( I know this from experience)
Scoggers: well if you want someone to talk to you then you shouldn't be so brass when they are trying to say that they hurt
dallas_area_piercer: well one out of the past 5 times we talked you havent snapped at me
Scoggers: and one out of those five times have you not given me a reason to
dallas_area_piercer: i ask you to call and talk and thats a reason?
Scoggers: my barriers have nothing to do with you
Scoggers: I am going through so much that I don't want to associate with ANYONE on a personal level right now
dallas_area_piercer: oh and going to parties and the club is not personal?
dallas_area_piercer: yeah RIGHT
Scoggers: I have NEVER been to the club
Scoggers: and I went to ONE fucking party to try and get my mind off of killing myself
Scoggers: screw me for trying to find an outlet
dallas_area_piercer: but you said no personal contact I would call that personal
Scoggers: yes I decided that fucking yesterday damn
dallas_area_piercer: som maybe a little nicer about how you tell people
Scoggers: why should I go out of my way to be curtous to people when all they do is hurt me or use me for their own devices?
dallas_area_piercer: I never hurt you or used you so dont even start that shit
Scoggers: Did I say YOU did I say anything personal? fuck no
dallas_area_piercer: you said everyone
Scoggers: I said PEOPLE
Scoggers: there is a huge fucking difference
dallas_area_piercer: well I am one of the people you talk to so you clump me up in there
dallas_area_piercer: to quote:why should I go out of my way to be curtous to people when all they do is hurt me or use me for their own devices?
dallas_area_piercer: I asked you to be courtious to me and that was your response
Scoggers: you know, I don't think I need to be having this agrument right now...
dallas_area_piercer: why not best time as ever
Scoggers: look drop the shit fest okay?
dallas_area_piercer: you seem to think life is SOOOOO bad whynot do it no
Scoggers: you know what? if you are going to be that kind of friend, then I don't need you as a friend
dallas_area_piercer: *now
dallas_area_piercer: well you slap a dog (who if its your pet loves you) enough it will biote you too
Scoggers: you have no idea what is going on in my life so don't even FUCKING mock me...
dallas_area_piercer: live my life then you can bitch
Scoggers: well I do not want you as a friend or any part of my life
Scoggers: You think you are the only ONE with problems?
Scoggers: fuck that man
Scoggers: good luck
dallas_area_piercer: no but I been through worse
dallas_area_piercer: and I am 30
Scoggers: oh yes and years really mean shit
dallas_area_piercer: ok well I am mean cause whiney little cunts like you piss and moan about trivial BULLSHIT and then expect me to have sympathy then you snap at me when I am trying to be a freind and expect me not to go off
Scoggers: how do you know what I am going through? huh? you just assume that it is nothing... you have no idea
dallas_area_piercer: you been hit by a car?
dallas_area_piercer: you been raped?
dallas_area_piercer: those are bad
Scoggers: yea and so is losing someone so is having to push people away so is dealing with people calling you worthless so is realizing that you want to die because you have been RAPED so is looking at life and saying hell I don't want to deal with this anymore
Scoggers: thanks for the advice maybe I should just kill myself so you have one less whiny little cunt to piss you off
Scoggers: fuck you
dallas_area_piercer: can I watch
Scoggers: what kind of fucker are you?
Scoggers: I don't even want to hear
Scoggers: I am going to walk away from this conversation
Scoggers: I don't want to hear from you again
dallas_area_piercer: the one who has lost EVERYTHING all my life and been beat half to death more than once so I know what HURT IS
Scoggers: I will not message you or talk to you again
Scoggers: don't pull this my shit is worse than yours crap
Scoggers: goodbye
Scoggers: and good fucking luck
dallas_area_piercer: awww gonna go whine and talk about killing yourself to someone else?
Scoggers: no I am walking away from someone who I don't need in my life
dallas_area_piercer: well it seems you will be walking away from eveeryone the way you snap at people
Scoggers: I don't treat everyone this way, only you because now I know I was right in not trusting you to be the person you claimed to be
Scoggers: but you know what? this is not worth my time and effort over so bye
dallas_area_piercer: so waaaaaaa if you do kill you self I wanna watch