The sun is shining for me again :-)
Sorry I haven't updated in almost a week. Things have been mondo busy for me, but things are starting to calm down.
I was finally able to relieve a lot of stress and tension yesterday, something I haven't done in about six months. I know it isn't healthy to ignore how you feel in order to care for other people, but with what has been going on in my life lately, I didn't really have much of a choice.
School is getting a lot better, but that is mostly because it is almost over. I am kind of ticked at my Physics professor because he is assigning these review packets that the seniors have to do even if they are exempt from taking the final exam :-/. I was really worried about having to take my Precalculus final, but my teacher(or coach since he heads the golf team) has given me and a few other seniors the chance to retake this Series test in order to help raise our grade so that we can be exempt. It is really nice of him, but it kind of makes me nervous since he only offered it to three girls.
I am beginning to get over some of the stuff that has happened to me in the past, and to see that I am a pretty young lady.
I want to thank Shawn and Julia once again for opening up their home to me and allowing for it to be my sanctuary. I really enjoy having the ability to leave my house just to go lay in their floor or watch him play EQ. I don't find the game all that interesting but at least I can just sit and be quiet, without having to worry about someone else's welfare and what I have to do for them.
The orchestra banquet was last night and I had an okay time. I have known my director for four years, and had him for all four years even though he changed schools. He is an amazing person and I am going to genuinely miss his wierd sense of humor(even if it is at the viola's expense) and his drive and determination for everything and everyone to be their best. He awarded me the Most Improved Senior Musician award, which is really awesome(now I have a plaque with my name on it :-) ).
Well, I need to go shower and get gasoline before I have to make a really long drive today, wish me luck so I don't get lost and my car doesn't break down and I don't get in a wreck.
I was finally able to relieve a lot of stress and tension yesterday, something I haven't done in about six months. I know it isn't healthy to ignore how you feel in order to care for other people, but with what has been going on in my life lately, I didn't really have much of a choice.
School is getting a lot better, but that is mostly because it is almost over. I am kind of ticked at my Physics professor because he is assigning these review packets that the seniors have to do even if they are exempt from taking the final exam :-/. I was really worried about having to take my Precalculus final, but my teacher(or coach since he heads the golf team) has given me and a few other seniors the chance to retake this Series test in order to help raise our grade so that we can be exempt. It is really nice of him, but it kind of makes me nervous since he only offered it to three girls.
I am beginning to get over some of the stuff that has happened to me in the past, and to see that I am a pretty young lady.
I want to thank Shawn and Julia once again for opening up their home to me and allowing for it to be my sanctuary. I really enjoy having the ability to leave my house just to go lay in their floor or watch him play EQ. I don't find the game all that interesting but at least I can just sit and be quiet, without having to worry about someone else's welfare and what I have to do for them.
The orchestra banquet was last night and I had an okay time. I have known my director for four years, and had him for all four years even though he changed schools. He is an amazing person and I am going to genuinely miss his wierd sense of humor(even if it is at the viola's expense) and his drive and determination for everything and everyone to be their best. He awarded me the Most Improved Senior Musician award, which is really awesome(now I have a plaque with my name on it :-) ).
Well, I need to go shower and get gasoline before I have to make a really long drive today, wish me luck so I don't get lost and my car doesn't break down and I don't get in a wreck.