A bird must be able to fly
Yesterday was, well, in many ways it was hard and trying, but in others it was tiring.
I was finally able to stand up for myself and tell Jeremy that if he couldn't accept me as a friend then I would walk away. I really and truly believe that you have to love yourself for who you are which is I am avoiding deep relationships right now.
I was actually able to sleep last night, though it was more like passing out than sleep. As soon as I laid down in bed, I just crashed and then this morning I have a huge headache. The only down side to letting myself fall asleep is that I didn't really prepare for my government test, hopefully I can study before class. I planned on studying last night, I really did but talking to Jeremy and some others kept me from being able to concentrate. Don't get me wrong, I really needed to have some of those talks last night.
I wish there was some way, a nice way, to tell my grandparents that I need a little more freedom. There are some places which I plan on going to this weekend, nowhere dangerous, but if they knew I was driving by myself they would not let me go. I hate the idea of lying to them, but even the frailest little bird needs to escape to stretch its wings every once in awhile.
Well, I had better go get dressed for school, I hope everyone has a nice Friday.
I was finally able to stand up for myself and tell Jeremy that if he couldn't accept me as a friend then I would walk away. I really and truly believe that you have to love yourself for who you are which is I am avoiding deep relationships right now.
I was actually able to sleep last night, though it was more like passing out than sleep. As soon as I laid down in bed, I just crashed and then this morning I have a huge headache. The only down side to letting myself fall asleep is that I didn't really prepare for my government test, hopefully I can study before class. I planned on studying last night, I really did but talking to Jeremy and some others kept me from being able to concentrate. Don't get me wrong, I really needed to have some of those talks last night.
I wish there was some way, a nice way, to tell my grandparents that I need a little more freedom. There are some places which I plan on going to this weekend, nowhere dangerous, but if they knew I was driving by myself they would not let me go. I hate the idea of lying to them, but even the frailest little bird needs to escape to stretch its wings every once in awhile.
Well, I had better go get dressed for school, I hope everyone has a nice Friday.