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Oh my God. I'm in hell. I need an IV of Effexor as soon as possible. My dumbass has been forgetting to take it for the past few days which is why I had the breakdown yesterday because of a stupid binge. I don't get that bent out of shape over a stupid binge. That's something anorexics do.
So now I can trace my change in mood to when I stopped taking the Effexor which I can trace back to cleaning out my CD shelf which was Friday. I caught it this morning so almost a week without my anti-depressant. Lovely. You'd think I would have caught it before now. But I kept thinking there was something I was forgetting and I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Ugh, whatever. Until it gets built back up in my system I'm going to feel like shit.
So now I can trace my change in mood to when I stopped taking the Effexor which I can trace back to cleaning out my CD shelf which was Friday. I caught it this morning so almost a week without my anti-depressant. Lovely. You'd think I would have caught it before now. But I kept thinking there was something I was forgetting and I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Ugh, whatever. Until it gets built back up in my system I'm going to feel like shit.