In a dreamstate....
Two days of doubble shifs. Ugh It was so hard. 1 to 10 it was hectic. These days have made me a bit sad. As werid as it sounds I kinda like the way the boxes cut me. Her words had stung me so bad. I wantted to die. The fact that ive had so many hugs has been a world of comfort to me....though these people did not know how much they ment. I really am a hug kind of person. I love reciving hugs.....Ive been blessed these past few days to get a few. I really need to get over this. I mean she doesnt like, and wont ever.....least not in that way. She likes that damn yoga girl. Ugh I guess im a bit bitter. I guess i just wish for once I wouldnt fall in love with someone who doesnt love me back.
This girl at work intrigues me.....I found out yesterday shes a lesbian. Its not that I really get attention from her. Shes just diffrent i guess....though she gives good hugs. Ehhh I think one of my friends is mad or something....she was being short today, i dont think I did anything sooo Im not gunna worry to much about it. Well I should get some sleep I have another long day tommrow and im closing....then going to the party.