I guess you still do check this.........
OMG what the hell! Why am I suddenly the bad guy? Ok first of all I posted my blog where I know no one would see it cuz people dont know I have a live journal and my preferred blog has like only 5 people on it who out of that only 3 actually read it on a semiregular basis. So what if I was mad?! Everyone is in titled to be uspet everyonce in a while. I was NEVER avoiding you! I dont know where in the heck you got that idea!!!! Seriously! Ive called you like a million times and 95% of them were not returned. It was everything that was stressing me on Tuesday which is why I was short with you. I had serious yelling at and being put down really ugly by my fencing coach, who had been a compleate jerk to me for the past 2 weeks and finally desided to let me have it. I felt like crap......I was almost at the point of tears. Today I wasnt avoiding you.......I didnt go to fencing........I didnt feel like being yelled at today for one, I woke up late, and not that its all that important info that you need but, im the world biggest dumbass.............I was trimming my hair while talking on the phone(TV also on in the backround) and since I was distracted I cut my self kinda ugly in a not so pleasent place so I REALLY didnt feel like going to fencing and irrating it even more(it allready wasnt all that great walking this morning)
As for the using me thing........look if you didnt mean to it sure came off that way latley............I really needed you as a friend cuz of some issuse that I was going thru and no one was really there for me.......and I thought at least you would be. Look I NEVER NEVER NEVER baised my friendship on if you went out with me or not. Ill aways be your friend and in that aspect nothing will change........I love all my dear friends and treat them very well as I would hope you would have come to see that.
As for the using me thing........look if you didnt mean to it sure came off that way latley............I really needed you as a friend cuz of some issuse that I was going thru and no one was really there for me.......and I thought at least you would be. Look I NEVER NEVER NEVER baised my friendship on if you went out with me or not. Ill aways be your friend and in that aspect nothing will change........I love all my dear friends and treat them very well as I would hope you would have come to see that.