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I Want You; I Need You

You're never around when I need you,
And when you're around, I don't want you.
It's a strange thing to want to need,
But even moreso to need to want.

I want you;
I need you.

A lump forms in my throat,
Everytime you need someone to talk to.
I don't understand why I can't,
Just spit out the words I want to say.

I want you;
I need you.

I can't confide in,
What I fear most.
I feel like I'm losing myself,
Because I feel like I'm losing you.

I want you;
I need you.

I'm really trying to change,
Though the process seems to stall.
I'm trying to include you,
But I end up doing it all.

I want you;
I need you.

I want to be the best friend,
I want to be the lover,
I want to be the protector,
But, I don't want to be your mistake.

I want you;
I need you...
But, I can't have you.