A Long Time
Since I last updated, I know. Been really busy. Chris and I are doing good, resting and relaxing. My grandma passed away this week so I've been majorly down about it. I still don't think it's fully hit me yet, but I've done some crying. I want to talk to my cousin but it seems she's really busy right now. I haven't seen her all that much. I've been working and sleeping, eating when I can. Life's been really hectic since Chris got in his car accident a few weeks ago and was pot off of work. I'm working a lot of overtime, I rarely have time to spend with my friends, and I'm just plain lonely sometimes. I know Chris is here, and Lord knows I love him, but sometimes I get a feeling like I'm the only person here, you know? Chris is a sweetheart, he really is, but I feel like I want to be romanced and right now we just don't have the money, the opportunity or the time to do anything like that. I'd love to meet some new people online to talk to, and not hear that my exs hate me and that I'm slowly losing friends. Anyhow, I can't sleep. I'm afraid to sleep. I keep having nightmares, but I'm not sure about what. Been having them for the past 4 nights or so. But I'm gonna go try. I'm gonna try to update this more often. Gonna set down a reminder in my calender to update at least once a week. Thanks guys for all your support!