An early morning post
Work is going good. Someone has to remind me to update in here about that.
Okay, so you want to know how bad things got over the past couple of weeks? Chris considered joining the army and I told him I wouldn't stop him, but I wouldn't be here when he got back. I don't like military men. So I spent a week or so thinking he was going to leave me and go do that. I also started thinking of who was going to take his place and make me feel better. And my mind kept going back to one person. He may or may not know who he is, but I'm not saying in case someone reads this that I don't want to. Anyway, I started thinking of what I could do or say to him and ?I came up blank. I'm not good at this. I can't even think of what I would be doing for now without Chris, but I seriously doubt it would include him. He told me once something, but he hasn't told me since. I've been told he lied, but I'm confused and I don't know what to believe anymore. Someone remind me to update more later!
Okay, so you want to know how bad things got over the past couple of weeks? Chris considered joining the army and I told him I wouldn't stop him, but I wouldn't be here when he got back. I don't like military men. So I spent a week or so thinking he was going to leave me and go do that. I also started thinking of who was going to take his place and make me feel better. And my mind kept going back to one person. He may or may not know who he is, but I'm not saying in case someone reads this that I don't want to. Anyway, I started thinking of what I could do or say to him and ?I came up blank. I'm not good at this. I can't even think of what I would be doing for now without Chris, but I seriously doubt it would include him. He told me once something, but he hasn't told me since. I've been told he lied, but I'm confused and I don't know what to believe anymore. Someone remind me to update more later!