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i miss heather so much.
i honestly didn't think it would affect me so much because we haven't been really [steadily] close for a LONG time... but it's just like everything left with her. a part of me died when she left... a part in a lot of us. and filling that void is really complicated right now.
most of you will have no idea what i'm talking about, but honestly.. i don't care. i wish the best for everyone... it's just hard to realize that i won't always be part of that. but as they say, "whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger in the end.." ..my heart hurts.