Sep 17, 2005 22:20
week sucked. two bad days. record im telling ya.
Lost three games. flat tires suck.
sleep is so over rated.
cottage cheese.
emily rose wasnt that bad.
knees fucked.
back is tight. stressed and messed the fuck up.
im too quiet.
forever. forever.
i will love you forever.
Im fallin even more in love with u
Lettin go of all Ive held on to
Im standin here until u make me move
Im hangin by a moment here with u
If ur callin bout my heart Its still urs I shouldve listened to it a little more
Then it wouldn't have taken me so long to kno where i belong
And by the way, boy, this is no machine ur talkin to
Cant u tell, this is austin n i still love u
Ill keep u my dirty little secret
I dont kno where Id b
Without u here with me
Life with u makes perfect sense
ur my best friend
I hope ur doing fine out there with out me
cuz im not doing so good with out u
things i thought ud never know about me
r the things i guess u always understood
i cant be ur friend ne more.
Sugar were going down swinging.
Everything I have in this world
n all that Ill ever b
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have u
Right here by me
that is the shit. ive decided. life fuckign sucks but its still fun. and u gotta have friiiiiiends.
I love my best friends.
I almost died today. but im alive so its okay.
I think this pretty much sucks.
and i miss you.
period.
no body knows it but me.
fuckin A.
dude i get mad now. its not good. i get aggitated. its not cool. i hate it.
but i do.
and u piss me off too..
i think i should make a song.
ur an ass but i love you
u piss me off u kno u do.
thats my song.
so yea. i think its pretty cool. that i can drive. i still find it awesome.
im in a pretty fucked up mood right now.
n its okay. cuz i dotn care what people say think or do right now. and i dont really care what ppl think of me what i say think n do. so i think jumpin out of the 2nd story window is pretty fuckin cool right now. and drivin 5 mph to piss a person off is amazing. runnin a red light is suspensful. laughin at cops is amazing. getting scared is fucked up. ticklin pretty much sucks right now. and dying isnt that scary. walkin in the middle of the road at 11 at night sounds pretty sweet. when ur in all black. trying to fly sounds like a fuckin amazing plan. telling someone to do soemthign rather than doin it for them is fuckin awesome. thinkin instead of talking is nice. talking is dumb. lets just shut the fuck up. y not. ppl talk to much. myself included. lying to my boss is fuckin hilarious. and beating up cash registers is amazing. i love when my blazer shakes. runing out of gas is officially classified as fun. and knowing when a person straight up lies to ur face is fucking amazing. FUCKING amazing. saturday nights could never get any better.
so yea. sarcasm is definately present. so im gone.
bye bitches.
o yea...lost my cell. dont call. itll beep at you. it hates you. not. its just fuckin off.
later.
ps. completely over look this whole thing. cuz yea its pretty fucked.