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Fuck guys i swear to god.
well fuck most of em.
some are pretty sweet.
But some arent even worth it. they take up to much space. and talkin to them...is ridiculous. you know...when its so stupid u cant help but laugh at everything they say. cuz they try so hard to piss you off but it just doesnt work. and u kno what theyre trying to do. and u just sit there and laugh. and they bring up stupid shit about something completely off topic. and u just sit back...and ponder why ur wasting ur time. and they block you and you think. wow...that woulda been so much easier. and u just laugh. and then u forget who you were talkin to...i dont even remember.
Anyway. to something worth talkin about. n something worth reading. today. i went to my aunts. it was awesome. i love my aunt n uncle. they really make me feel like a part of the family. theyre amazing.
Went to Avas Baptism. cutest thing. and Jen told me...that i was a part of the family. and that small comment made all the world to me. ya know. Like i dont really feel like im a part of the family. cuz im not related at all. Theyve definately become my family tho. I really feel like this is my home.
and i love Mrs Judy. Daddy said all she had to say about me was good stuff. she wouldnt stop about how great i was. and i just stay out of the way and help when i can. and i guess im going about everything right. I love this place. I dont think you understand how easily i adapt to places and how easy it is for me to get used to and get settled in a place. And then to be torn away. again. it really sucks.
I left home at 10. i left home at 14. and im leaving home at 16. i mean. i know its better than being an army/navy/marine brat. i cant even imagine that. but i love it here. n i hate leaving.
I tend to keep quiet about a lot lately. i dont say much. I dont cry much either. Thank god. but sometimes i wish i did. cuz sometimes it seems like the right thing to do. and at the right times...i just cant. And then when i do cry...its at such a random time...a time when i dont know hwats going on. i cant feel anyhting. and it just happens ya know? I guess it just bottles up so much that i cant hold it back. and it just happens. I fuckin hate that lol.
ah dude. but life. is amazing. i love it. seriously. This summer. is awesome. Went to middletown Carnival.
I SAW JUSTIN HANSBURGER...AKA RALPH!!
dude. i didnt even recognize him. I walk up with ginna and theyre talkin and ginan goes...do u kno who that is and points at me. and hes like holy shit i didnt even recognize you. and i just looked at him...and said hi. asked ginna who it was and she tells me and i wig out. Give him a hug. smile. talk. smile some more. then we have to go find the boys. so i hug him and leave.
Damn i mean damn! A short fat ugly kid...got tall thin and smokin. Holy shit that boy is hotttt!
with like a million T's. you have no idea. middletown boys...mm they grow em well.
Saw graham, matt, danny, TY SHAW!, Ty hansburger, Carson hafer(who attacked me...more later), Andrew blair, Brooke Gleason!(o my god so beautiful) Kevin, Jerred! i was so happy, Steven nichols, Pat McCarrick, Matt Pavelco, Dude i saw everyone. Adam and andrew crown. Colin bauer. dude. i love those kids. okay so im walkin from justin. and Carson comes runnin at us...gin and i. and i think hes gonna grab ginna but he goes right past her. and comes for me. so im like o shit! lol and he gives me this huge hug. pissin hes girl friend off. but omg i love that kid.
Tyler Shaw. i love him he smelt amazing lol. I was with him all night. hes hot lol shit all middletown boys are gorgeous. i love how i grew up with em. haha. Danny is funny. matt took his shirt off. lol. he fell asleep on me and i almost knocked out while playing with his hair. hes my brother. i love him so much. Adam decided to burn a lamb stuffed animal. threw a fish into the pond lol. I straight up jumped Jerred. i love that kid. I grew up with him. holy shit. hes awesome. amazing. he def grew up amazingly. i missed him so much. it was so nice. and his damn chevy broke down. haha. chevys suck. ;). CArson has a cute little white Ranger. Kevin and brooke. what a moment...:/eehhhh. Danny has ADD. JErreds gonna come visit me. score! Plue and i are gonna chill thursday hopefully. i sat and watched the fireworks next to danny and ty shaw. so nice to see em. it was beautiful lol. Tyler kept sayin how much mtowns rocked and ours sucked...our were better. no doubt. :). no one beats da'ville. no one.
Andrew gets back friday. and were gonna go for some ice cream. shibby! i gotta admit its wierd chillin with sellers and no schappert. but they came over today. Sellers D-not and brandon. it was hilarious. i love those three. theyre so great. i just love that whole group all together. love em! lol. yea but i miss schappy. duude. hes black now. so i gotta get tan enough to compare. like thats gonna happen.
Man. its been great. real great. lovin it. and i get to play soccer tomorrow! awesomeness.
alright bed time. love to yall.
Later
well fuck most of em.
some are pretty sweet.
But some arent even worth it. they take up to much space. and talkin to them...is ridiculous. you know...when its so stupid u cant help but laugh at everything they say. cuz they try so hard to piss you off but it just doesnt work. and u kno what theyre trying to do. and u just sit there and laugh. and they bring up stupid shit about something completely off topic. and u just sit back...and ponder why ur wasting ur time. and they block you and you think. wow...that woulda been so much easier. and u just laugh. and then u forget who you were talkin to...i dont even remember.
Anyway. to something worth talkin about. n something worth reading. today. i went to my aunts. it was awesome. i love my aunt n uncle. they really make me feel like a part of the family. theyre amazing.
Went to Avas Baptism. cutest thing. and Jen told me...that i was a part of the family. and that small comment made all the world to me. ya know. Like i dont really feel like im a part of the family. cuz im not related at all. Theyve definately become my family tho. I really feel like this is my home.
and i love Mrs Judy. Daddy said all she had to say about me was good stuff. she wouldnt stop about how great i was. and i just stay out of the way and help when i can. and i guess im going about everything right. I love this place. I dont think you understand how easily i adapt to places and how easy it is for me to get used to and get settled in a place. And then to be torn away. again. it really sucks.
I left home at 10. i left home at 14. and im leaving home at 16. i mean. i know its better than being an army/navy/marine brat. i cant even imagine that. but i love it here. n i hate leaving.
I tend to keep quiet about a lot lately. i dont say much. I dont cry much either. Thank god. but sometimes i wish i did. cuz sometimes it seems like the right thing to do. and at the right times...i just cant. And then when i do cry...its at such a random time...a time when i dont know hwats going on. i cant feel anyhting. and it just happens ya know? I guess it just bottles up so much that i cant hold it back. and it just happens. I fuckin hate that lol.
ah dude. but life. is amazing. i love it. seriously. This summer. is awesome. Went to middletown Carnival.
I SAW JUSTIN HANSBURGER...AKA RALPH!!
dude. i didnt even recognize him. I walk up with ginna and theyre talkin and ginan goes...do u kno who that is and points at me. and hes like holy shit i didnt even recognize you. and i just looked at him...and said hi. asked ginna who it was and she tells me and i wig out. Give him a hug. smile. talk. smile some more. then we have to go find the boys. so i hug him and leave.
Damn i mean damn! A short fat ugly kid...got tall thin and smokin. Holy shit that boy is hotttt!
with like a million T's. you have no idea. middletown boys...mm they grow em well.
Saw graham, matt, danny, TY SHAW!, Ty hansburger, Carson hafer(who attacked me...more later), Andrew blair, Brooke Gleason!(o my god so beautiful) Kevin, Jerred! i was so happy, Steven nichols, Pat McCarrick, Matt Pavelco, Dude i saw everyone. Adam and andrew crown. Colin bauer. dude. i love those kids. okay so im walkin from justin. and Carson comes runnin at us...gin and i. and i think hes gonna grab ginna but he goes right past her. and comes for me. so im like o shit! lol and he gives me this huge hug. pissin hes girl friend off. but omg i love that kid.
Tyler Shaw. i love him he smelt amazing lol. I was with him all night. hes hot lol shit all middletown boys are gorgeous. i love how i grew up with em. haha. Danny is funny. matt took his shirt off. lol. he fell asleep on me and i almost knocked out while playing with his hair. hes my brother. i love him so much. Adam decided to burn a lamb stuffed animal. threw a fish into the pond lol. I straight up jumped Jerred. i love that kid. I grew up with him. holy shit. hes awesome. amazing. he def grew up amazingly. i missed him so much. it was so nice. and his damn chevy broke down. haha. chevys suck. ;). CArson has a cute little white Ranger. Kevin and brooke. what a moment...:/eehhhh. Danny has ADD. JErreds gonna come visit me. score! Plue and i are gonna chill thursday hopefully. i sat and watched the fireworks next to danny and ty shaw. so nice to see em. it was beautiful lol. Tyler kept sayin how much mtowns rocked and ours sucked...our were better. no doubt. :). no one beats da'ville. no one.
Andrew gets back friday. and were gonna go for some ice cream. shibby! i gotta admit its wierd chillin with sellers and no schappert. but they came over today. Sellers D-not and brandon. it was hilarious. i love those three. theyre so great. i just love that whole group all together. love em! lol. yea but i miss schappy. duude. hes black now. so i gotta get tan enough to compare. like thats gonna happen.
Man. its been great. real great. lovin it. and i get to play soccer tomorrow! awesomeness.
alright bed time. love to yall.
Later