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saturday morning...like 124 in the AM.
Feels like 8.
Im a pig.
I might move back in with Larry.
James is definately one of my heros. I love him so much. hes awesome. Im definately blessed to have such an awesome brother who cares as much as he does even tho hes not around as much as i would like. hes still always there. and i love him for it.
Wonderful night with Graham. I love talking to him. And picking on him. I just went over to his house for a little bit. we sat in the living room and talked from 830 to 11. it was great. and he almost fell asleep on me. But didnt. his cats are fat. Patio and Mooshoe. omg Mooshoe is funny. What a name. its a cute kitty...i pointed out that it looks like an old man but she really doesnt. i dont know what came over me. I love being with graham. he makes me feel really good. relaly content. and he gives me those butterflies. like i never want to let him go and i never want to leave. i love it. Its such an amazing feeling. It just comes over me and ah i love it. Its perfect. I just feel like we could do anything and no matter how retarded or stupid, it would be fun and it would be alright. he makes me feel so safe and comfortable. O man. i just love being around him. hes all around a great guy. Annnd! for the first time ever. A guy opened the door for me. A car door. he opened the car door for me. i just looked at him. I was like awwww. baby!!! It was so sweet. Never had that happen before. lol. Awesome!
Good night kids!