I keep my scars from prying eyes...

Dec 25, 2003 03:05

...dont want to bother anyone... really, i really...really dont. not that it matters; no one i trust is about to hear me scream ( Read more... )

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lostlonepup December 25 2003, 14:33:57 UTC
I have half a mind of buying a plane ticket for you right now to get you away from that house and that person who gave birth to you.

And the minute you are legal, I will send you all the money I can so you /can/ get away. Damnit....

Sabi, don't let your mom kill your dreams. Mothers are /not/ supposed to do that.... Don't let that door shut for you, /ever/.

I know I'm not your closest friend anymore... if you can still call me a friend, I'm really lucky. But I'll say this... it probably won't help, but overall, it just means I love you very much, ok?

But damnit.... you're still one of my best friends and knowing your mom roughly painted tar over your goal... I hate her for that. I know, sometimes doubt creeps in (or is shoved in -snarl- by other people), but do you best to never let that door shut. If I can do anything to keep that door open for you (I'll even be the door stopper so it doesn't close...), I'll do it. Try to keep dreaming, keep living for that day you were planning for...

Your mother cannot say you will never be happy with what you choose to do. Don't believe her. If you believe her and do what you planned to do, and keep doubting after you did it, then you'll never be as happy as you could have been. /Don't let your dreamer side die./ Don't let your hopes be tainted by doubt, please? Believe in your goal, your plans....

I'll try to catch you on next time I'm online. Since I finally have my MSN back.... we don't have to talk about this, I just want to chat. I don't want to lose any friends... yes.

Don't let that door close, Sabi. Don't let your mom close that door either.

God wouldn't want that....

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