back to fencing
yesterday as my first day back to fencing in about a month, which is the longest break ive had in the almost 3 years ive been fencing. i didnt realy want to go back because it seemed to symbolize the return to structured life, and the end of my freedom. but it wasnt of course, because i love fencing and i love the people at fencing even more ^-^ not looking forward to my cousin nick and his fiance jessicas wedding this weekend, i have to wear a suit and a tie(its mostly the tie thas getting me) and its always wierd to have half of the people there be complete strangers, so you have to constantly introduce yourself, even though youll probably never see them again. if i get married i need to find someone who doesnt want a fucking huge ordeal over it, but that doesnt seem very possible these days... unless im in vegas.