GAH! I feel horrible.
Why must I bring others down in order to save myself? I had to bring down a good friend of mine (who I felt great for counseling) just to save myself from all the drama that's been going on with my friends. I feel so shitty b/c I hate ot be the antagonist in situations like these. The weight is off the shoulders, but I feel bare and empty, considered how great I made them feel when cheering them up is now gone. Others never warmed to her, especially b/c of the rumors that have spread around...but I thought she was cool...I kinda got tired of handling drama that I INADVERTEDLY dragged myself into...I was more tired of misunderstandings and having to much to deal with...yet I still have more to deal with in life...I feel REALLY guilty, despite anything better to come to...
I'll still speak to her...I won't abandon her...that's just mean...
What have I done?...what have I done?...
I'll still speak to her...I won't abandon her...that's just mean...
What have I done?...what have I done?...