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Whazzup, guys? I know that lately, nothing positive has been spoken from me lately. I've been wanting my brother to go home. He's been no more than a pain in the ass to me and he takes no hesitation in shooting me down. He needs to go back to LSU and get shitfaced more, where he belongs...
Yeah, I heard about Kristan's dad. I'm deeply and dearly sorry for the loss, Kristan (I haven't been able to tell you lately). TImes are bound to get better gradually as the year will pass. You can bet on it.
Today, I went back to school. My classes. are: U.S. History 11 with Mrs. Zelaya; Symphonic Band and Jazz Band with Mr. "Dude", and Forensics with Mr. King. The schedule is good. I have a lot on my plate, considering I want to earn my spot in red band at All-State. I've been practicing like a motha' lately. Hopefully, there's a good margin of improvement where I need it the most.
Internally, I can't handle my family. I'm in too serious of a mood when it comes to my grades to really put any focus into having a good time with my family. I know that's pitiful and no matter what, I'm supposed to have a good, positive attitude towards anybody, but it's tougher than anybody really thinks. I have my parents up my ass when I least need them to be.
Yeah, I'm gonna try and be more positive, as the more negative I look at life, the more likely I'll become depressed or stressed again, which is (dangerously) unhealthy.
Lately, I'm gonna try and get a job. When exactly, I dunno. Mom and Dad have put it off so many times it's not even funny. I'm wanting to make a goal so can pay back some age-old debts of mine, but the more it gets put-off...ya' know...
I know i've been ramblin' a lot, so, I'll se ya'll at school...
Whazzup, guys? I know that lately, nothing positive has been spoken from me lately. I've been wanting my brother to go home. He's been no more than a pain in the ass to me and he takes no hesitation in shooting me down. He needs to go back to LSU and get shitfaced more, where he belongs...
Yeah, I heard about Kristan's dad. I'm deeply and dearly sorry for the loss, Kristan (I haven't been able to tell you lately). TImes are bound to get better gradually as the year will pass. You can bet on it.
Today, I went back to school. My classes. are: U.S. History 11 with Mrs. Zelaya; Symphonic Band and Jazz Band with Mr. "Dude", and Forensics with Mr. King. The schedule is good. I have a lot on my plate, considering I want to earn my spot in red band at All-State. I've been practicing like a motha' lately. Hopefully, there's a good margin of improvement where I need it the most.
Internally, I can't handle my family. I'm in too serious of a mood when it comes to my grades to really put any focus into having a good time with my family. I know that's pitiful and no matter what, I'm supposed to have a good, positive attitude towards anybody, but it's tougher than anybody really thinks. I have my parents up my ass when I least need them to be.
Yeah, I'm gonna try and be more positive, as the more negative I look at life, the more likely I'll become depressed or stressed again, which is (dangerously) unhealthy.
Lately, I'm gonna try and get a job. When exactly, I dunno. Mom and Dad have put it off so many times it's not even funny. I'm wanting to make a goal so can pay back some age-old debts of mine, but the more it gets put-off...ya' know...
I know i've been ramblin' a lot, so, I'll se ya'll at school...