Girlie things.
What's wrong with me? I am super emotional. I don't know why I feel this way cuz I really shouldn't. I have no reason to be upset. That's what I keep telling myself, to not be upset. I can't help it if I am! I shouldn't get disappointed because of one thing or another, but I just DO. I feel like such a baby. A baby who doesn't let her feelings out because she thinks they are stupid and irrational. I try to please people so much that I just end up hurting myself. If I make myself happy then I feel bad because the other person isn't or because I know they aren't as happy as they should be. I don't know if this is PMS or some weird girlie symptom. I feel all retarded and depressed and sad. I don't know why... ok I do but I don't want to admit it cuz it is stupid. I know I am wrong.