a semi-realization

[saberpussy]

last night my b-freind and i took my neice to the thetres. we saw mean girls. yes, a total chick flick-but i actually learned something from it. i have to be able to just let people be who they are even if i don't like who they are being. i realize that if i want to go around in my anger and badmouth them, then that doesn't put me off the charts perfect either. so as much as i don't accept what my mom is doing, alon with the way i feel about her in general-i will not subject my self to desf destruction in expsosing her junk. shit smells, and the longer it sits in that dam diaper, the more people will know that it is defiantely shit they are smelling and that it is definately coming from the diaper. i guess i may take time for my mom to realize that her shit stanks and unless she doens't mind, its time to clean up.
so in regards to me referring verbally to my mother as a "bitch"-i will refrain for now and just know that i feel the way i feel, but by saying it i am only making myself look bad.