one of those days
do you very have one of those days when you dont think you'll get everything done and you want to give up, but you won't? well today is one of those days i'm trying to clean my room but i have to much stuff. like why i'm i keeping an old news paper about some people i use to know but hate? well i got rid of a lot of stuff. i also got developed 6 rolls of filma and i have to say i dont know if i want to put my pic up in my myspace bc like i said before i dont like the way i look, i tryed to tell that to my cuz jess, and allie but they got mad it me and told me to stop saying that. hey i cant help it it just comes out and i have gotten so use to it i dont look good, not in my eyes, but to my friends and family i'm lying and need to stop saying. it is like a bad habit that just cant stop. but i will be putting my picture up, bc it is something my cuz Allie wants me to do, i think she want tot prove me wrong, but so it won't change my opinon...... but she is right i have to stop putting my self down, it just i had to hear it from people all my life, you know kids and teens are all that nice sometimes! but hey it is what is inside that counts!....right? anyways i'll just tell my self that i am pretty but i will most likly put alot of pic of my friends up too. i cant wait till my next day off! were i can get some reat! well got to go back to work and then get ready for work talk to all of you friends of mine later!;)