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Today i deleted my facebook.
It's difficult to come to a juncture in life where you have to say goodbye to the people you care about.
However, my mother was right my whole life.
Putting others before myself ended just how she predicted. with no one there for me.
I think about buying a gun more these day's.
I imagine putting it against my head. Pulling the trigger slowly.
Sometimes I imagine it in my mouth. Either way the same end result.
Then I try to come up with one reason not to. Just one.
It's getting more difficult to come up with reasons.
It's difficult to come to a juncture in life where you have to say goodbye to the people you care about.
However, my mother was right my whole life.
Putting others before myself ended just how she predicted. with no one there for me.
I think about buying a gun more these day's.
I imagine putting it against my head. Pulling the trigger slowly.
Sometimes I imagine it in my mouth. Either way the same end result.
Then I try to come up with one reason not to. Just one.
It's getting more difficult to come up with reasons.