times get hard but there is always a pay day
Sup? well beth is still feeling sad poor thing shes been hurting alot but i hope she knows john loves her alot and they will see each other soon. I think she said something abotu in a month or 2 he will be here so that will be good for the both of them to get some alone time and talk about a ton of important things. If i get this job i am hopen about i will help out a ton of the parties next time johns back it will be awsome i felt bad last time cuz i could pay for shit i just felt like dead weight. Ow well thats then and this is now no reason to drown over the past right! I can get a cell to lol something i would love to have and hate just i will give my number out ot a few ppl and a few ppl only i dont want 15 girls after me like burch has after him poor guy. I'm glad his work didnt make him cut his hair man that woudl have sucked for him cuz hes been grown it since 10th grade and i just cant see bruch with out 3 ft of hair behind him it would be wierd lol. If i get this job i can also help for liqour for his party which means i will buy the good stuff and not jsut what i can get my hands on i just need to watch how i drink just cuz i have a job doesnt mean i can drink all then time and i will not smoke twice as much just as i do now. That reminds me me burch bet and della went to fits last night and there was this chick there given away camels for free it was cool but right before we showed up i bought a pack then i got right after that like 5 free just my luck. I wounder if della has seen the creppy man with a brick and a shoe run threw her yard again that was freaky and funny if i sall the crack head i would laugh then get him off my yard lol. I might do what shes doing and buy a trailer house i mean there a hell of alot better unlike apartment were theres ppl up top bellow you and on both sides. If i get a trailer it will also be cheaper and i cna be louder and have space to work on my car and for my dog which is very cool. All i got ot do is pay off my grand pal and my parents then i can do what ever i want with all my money i hope i get paid fairly good at least. Hum i wounder what me and bug are going to talk about tomorrow i read her lj and she wants ot try the whole relationship thing again which couldnt make me happyer i just hopes she knows how much i do lover her and always have just things have goten hard and i was young with no real idea what to do since she was my first real relationship now i know what i want and how much she means to me and always has. well i got ot wake up tomorrow at like 630 am so i need to get some sleep talk to you ppls later be safe and call if ya need some help i am here beth be strong k it will all work out! laters