clubbingXDXD
weeeeeee.....clubbing....hehehehe...
um....my birthday is now march 16 instead of august 12.....booey....i'm 19 this year...i'd much rather be doing this legally....grrrr
but...heh.....
so.....jenny asked me to go to the same club...at that time...i didn't really wanna say yes.......and then aaron asks me...and i was pretty much inclined to say yes....hm...what makes the situation different?.....
1) my girl pals expect me to dance
2) considering that aaron's gonna be going to church...if he can wake up for it...i'm sure i'll be able to:P
3) i won't be comparing myself with the guy i'm going with...whereas...i'd be criticising myself and comparing myself with chickadees:P heh...all good.....
anywhoo...it'll be a good experience.....no no...sabby's never gone clubbing....not even an all ages....i refuse.....why?.....all ages...blah...confines......19....FREEDOM...hahahah....can't wait....
but i ain't doing anything on my birthday...i haven't decided whether i wanted to take my birthday weekend off or go working....i really don't know. everyone pretty much says take it off...but i don't really know if i want to....my birthday falls on egh....um...egh....saturday i think?.....but what will i do if i don't work?>.< no plans yet...so...hm.....
hahahahaha....don't you just love a guy that says all the flattering words and can make you laugh your ass off no matter how much you don't want to laugh? and then cry because you've laughed sooo hard?....heh....here's a couple of lines that i've heard one tooo many times....but still never makes me stop blushing
"yo, i don't understand why you're single. YOU'RE GREAT and perfect!"
"blah, just give up on that guy! he might not think you're special, but you are more than special to me."
"you're the cutest, sweetest, nicest, kindest person i've ever met, i can't believe you're untaken."
"yo girl, WORK THAT BODY!...you look great! and to add to that, a great personality too! just WORK IT..."
um???
seriously...it never ceases to surprise me that everyone expects me to be with someone:|......being single is goood.....the single life is freedom! hehehe....plus...i can be with someone and sitll feel lonely....and i'd feel like i'm betraying that person...so hey...i'd much rather be by myself till i work my quirks out. and figure out everything. seriously.....who wants something defective and can't work properly? if i can't work properly by myself, how do i expect someone else to figure out how to work me properly....no sexual connotations meant.....
oh booey...it sucks to know how much i like a guy that i don't know much about. hah....val goes, "isn't it scary how easily you can start liking people from the internet that you meet randomly?".....it wasn't random....but i suppose it's an emotional affair regardless.....at least on his end anyways....but then again....hm....it is on my end too....heh....oh wellz...getting over all of it>.< it's gotta stop>.
um....my birthday is now march 16 instead of august 12.....booey....i'm 19 this year...i'd much rather be doing this legally....grrrr
but...heh.....
so.....jenny asked me to go to the same club...at that time...i didn't really wanna say yes.......and then aaron asks me...and i was pretty much inclined to say yes....hm...what makes the situation different?.....
1) my girl pals expect me to dance
2) considering that aaron's gonna be going to church...if he can wake up for it...i'm sure i'll be able to:P
3) i won't be comparing myself with the guy i'm going with...whereas...i'd be criticising myself and comparing myself with chickadees:P heh...all good.....
anywhoo...it'll be a good experience.....no no...sabby's never gone clubbing....not even an all ages....i refuse.....why?.....all ages...blah...confines......19....FREEDOM...hahahah....can't wait....
but i ain't doing anything on my birthday...i haven't decided whether i wanted to take my birthday weekend off or go working....i really don't know. everyone pretty much says take it off...but i don't really know if i want to....my birthday falls on egh....um...egh....saturday i think?.....but what will i do if i don't work?>.< no plans yet...so...hm.....
hahahahaha....don't you just love a guy that says all the flattering words and can make you laugh your ass off no matter how much you don't want to laugh? and then cry because you've laughed sooo hard?....heh....here's a couple of lines that i've heard one tooo many times....but still never makes me stop blushing
"yo, i don't understand why you're single. YOU'RE GREAT and perfect!"
"blah, just give up on that guy! he might not think you're special, but you are more than special to me."
"you're the cutest, sweetest, nicest, kindest person i've ever met, i can't believe you're untaken."
"yo girl, WORK THAT BODY!...you look great! and to add to that, a great personality too! just WORK IT..."
um???
seriously...it never ceases to surprise me that everyone expects me to be with someone:|......being single is goood.....the single life is freedom! hehehe....plus...i can be with someone and sitll feel lonely....and i'd feel like i'm betraying that person...so hey...i'd much rather be by myself till i work my quirks out. and figure out everything. seriously.....who wants something defective and can't work properly? if i can't work properly by myself, how do i expect someone else to figure out how to work me properly....no sexual connotations meant.....
oh booey...it sucks to know how much i like a guy that i don't know much about. hah....val goes, "isn't it scary how easily you can start liking people from the internet that you meet randomly?".....it wasn't random....but i suppose it's an emotional affair regardless.....at least on his end anyways....but then again....hm....it is on my end too....heh....oh wellz...getting over all of it>.< it's gotta stop>.