tired
and so it begins.....i'm upset...why? because i'm at home. sighs sighs. i have the car, but yet, i'm not gonna be going n e where because i have no wehre to go. i still owe like ben sooo muchie money. i feel bad. sighs sighs. how the heck can i be sooo heavy when i eat less than 2000 calories a day? sighs....i must be slowing down my metabolism and absorbing everything i eat....args....or maybe i go to the gym and work out tooo muchie. i only go about like 3 to 4 times a week though=.= what the hey? sighs sighs.
people say i don't look my weight....but i ultimately feel extremely fat and ugly=.= sighs sighs. grrrr.
sooo ultimately exhausted. args...should eat more fruit...muhahah. shopping tomorrow, sleep over tomorrow, then the day after that....more shopping ar!!! muhahaha. but i have most of the stuff i want for uni. i have tons of clothes already....maybe a few more pairs of pants because those pants are getting old and worn out....and they do have holes...so yeah. muhahaha.
mr. mickey mouse, yeah..that puzzle, i'm still not done. and i started it over the christmas....i've finished mickey, minus the ears and the backgrond...sighs sighs. sooo sad that i have no heart to finish him.
should i go to england this summer? my parents say i should go and see the world because i have never been much of n e where. sighs sighs. but i'd rather stick with mommy and daddy or drive some place. should i go? someone, give me a comment...please? sighs sighs. i really don't know whether or not i should stay or go to england. i don't know if england will be fun by myself. sighs sighs. it's just not gonna be the same i supose. sighs sighs....
people say i don't look my weight....but i ultimately feel extremely fat and ugly=.= sighs sighs. grrrr.
sooo ultimately exhausted. args...should eat more fruit...muhahah. shopping tomorrow, sleep over tomorrow, then the day after that....more shopping ar!!! muhahaha. but i have most of the stuff i want for uni. i have tons of clothes already....maybe a few more pairs of pants because those pants are getting old and worn out....and they do have holes...so yeah. muhahaha.
mr. mickey mouse, yeah..that puzzle, i'm still not done. and i started it over the christmas....i've finished mickey, minus the ears and the backgrond...sighs sighs. sooo sad that i have no heart to finish him.
should i go to england this summer? my parents say i should go and see the world because i have never been much of n e where. sighs sighs. but i'd rather stick with mommy and daddy or drive some place. should i go? someone, give me a comment...please? sighs sighs. i really don't know whether or not i should stay or go to england. i don't know if england will be fun by myself. sighs sighs. it's just not gonna be the same i supose. sighs sighs....