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Hi. first entry. lots of drama lately, but most recently, i've been surrounded with thoughts of my old crush.I'm jealous of his gf, but i know that i'm merely a friend to him and I always will be just a friend. There's this guy where I work and my dad said he was seventeen and very respectful. I thought to myself, two years isn't that much, and besides, he's really cute! Plus, my dad actually approved of someone. So, we continued exchanging furtive glances for a week until he decided to ask me for my phone number. Like an idiot, I said why not and gave it to him. Later that day, I found out that he's 21, has a wife AND a kid. Imagine how crushed I was. Everytime I like a guy, something always happens like they have someone, they're not the right age, or they just want me for my body. I'm sick of it!Also, there's this old guy at work and his name is Nasser. He's so forgetful and thinks down on women. He's so annoying. Today, he assumed I ate already and didn't make me any food, but he made food for all of the GUY workers. He sat next to me all day and when my dad asked him where my food was, he simply replied,"Ohh, I thought she already ate." He knew I hadn't. I want to go back to school and hang out with my friends because so far, i've had nothing good come from me going to work with my dad. Ugh!