Confused.
I'm confused. Can parents love one kid more than another? Can you like people equally? I'm good friends with Astrid and Carrie but do I like one more than another? Is it human nature to prefer one person most? Can you ever just have equal feelings?
If anyone asks about this entry, I of course will say I'm talking about daddy's affections between me and my sister Juliet, but I'll be lying. I'm really confused, things aren't supposed to be this hard.
I'm with Remus. I really like Remus and I care about him a lot. So why doesn't it end there?
Anthony and I have always been friendly towards each other so why does everything seem different now? I don't get it. When we were in the hospital wing I wanted to kiss him and have him hold me. But that's wrong. Very wrong. I feel like I've cheated on Remus just by thinking about kissing someone else.
Why do I really care about both of them? Why can't my feelings just pick one? What if they picked Anthony? Oh god, I could never do that to Remus that would be so mean. I'm with Remus. I have to stop thinking about this. I am with Remus!
...but then I think back to his smile and twister in the rain...Anthony isn't afraid to have fun, get dirty and just play. Remus is too dignified and well...almost arrogant about it...Oh god. I have to stop this. I'm with Remus. End of story.
My Daddy once mentioned a convent...
If anyone asks about this entry, I of course will say I'm talking about daddy's affections between me and my sister Juliet, but I'll be lying. I'm really confused, things aren't supposed to be this hard.
I'm with Remus. I really like Remus and I care about him a lot. So why doesn't it end there?
Anthony and I have always been friendly towards each other so why does everything seem different now? I don't get it. When we were in the hospital wing I wanted to kiss him and have him hold me. But that's wrong. Very wrong. I feel like I've cheated on Remus just by thinking about kissing someone else.
Why do I really care about both of them? Why can't my feelings just pick one? What if they picked Anthony? Oh god, I could never do that to Remus that would be so mean. I'm with Remus. I have to stop thinking about this. I am with Remus!
...but then I think back to his smile and twister in the rain...Anthony isn't afraid to have fun, get dirty and just play. Remus is too dignified and well...almost arrogant about it...Oh god. I have to stop this. I'm with Remus. End of story.
My Daddy once mentioned a convent...