Jul 19, 2005 03:15
well its freaking 3 in the morning.. cant sleep, and I kinda dont have anything better than to update this thing.
Has anyone hear that fall out boy song? "sugar, we're going down" I lyk it.. I've lyked it for long but never really got the nam of it until now. The video is realy wierd tho. Its about sum kid whos half deer and has antlers and falls in love wit sum girl; the girl's dad doesnt lyk the kid cuz hes weird but it turns out that the dad is half deer too and has deer feet.... really weird.
Ok well Ive never been so happy for so long in my life and I'm juss.. ugh.. happy! lol. I juss cant express it and I juss wont let myself come back to those stages of deppression again... I wont EVER go back to that! I want this feeling to last forever.
Ok so anyways.. my babe came over to my house yesterday and I was happy. It was cool and fun.. and lemm juss say that I won again. I dont ever lose when it comes to sumthing and i dont plan on ever losing!
So today i probably have to go volunteering.. and i have to see that bitch yuliana! I'l fuck her upp be4 she leaves if she does any of her stupid shit again! I dont care if she'll be greeting her mom wit a fucked up face, but that hoe better not fuck wit me!!!
I cant wait to go to atlanta and six flags, and that shit better be fun cuz I've worked hard for all that money. 12 hour bus ride is sounding pretty bad tho.
Man I havent eaten much and I'm starting to get hungry... yesterday I only ate a small bowl of cherios wit milk and then sum juice for the whole day.. nothing more i swear! thats lyk only 300 calories.. that cant be too good. For soum reason I get hungry but then cant eat much once I have food in front of me. I'm on a diet, but this is going way to far. Tomorow I'll try to eat more and then go work out.. I need to for volleyball season. But i dont wanna get too skinny cuz then i wont have a body.. my only reel problem is my belly and my arms. I dont want it to turn out lyk last time I didnt eat and ended up wit no hardly no ass bro. eek.. no not that again.... Well volleyball season is almost here and I'll get my beautiful body back soon! we'll have to wait. O ad I might join water polo cuz patrick said that they need more girls and it'll keep me in shape for a while. Speakingof patrick, thjat juss reminded me that i still have to read for that stupid summer reading thing our skool did this year and that i still have to go out and buy my uniform.. and that reminded me that i have to go out to buy another bathing suit for the trip to six flags!
My mom seriously has to go do groceries... I dont lyk anything we got here.
well til tomorrow.. buh byes!