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For all it's worth, I feel oddly sappy. I have listened to nothing but love songs in the last few days. I finished my novel and I set it down smiling for the ending was something I was anticipating but was so glad to see it's conclusion.
I hope that everyone is doing well. The seasonal depression is not hitting me as hard as it was earlier in the season, and I think I will make it out on top. It has been an interesting thing to struggle against my thoughts and despair. While I think about it, I wonder if perhaps I am over thinking everything. I am getting used to the idea of being home alone if only slightly.
It could be because I received some of the best news the other day. You see my grandfather went in for heart surgery the day I flew out for Thanksgiving holiday. I have been nothing but nervous as he has been ill since the previous summer. He has almost died once and I could not bear to lose him now. Not when my grandmother and he finally married and not when she just needs him to be happy. I hear he is going fabulously. He is on his feet, his is sounding healthier, and I get to see him and my grandmother come Monday.
I didn't want to speak and worry about him since I have worried and stressed about it for months. I worried but I wasn't sure if I wanted to express it as my grandparents are rather private people. I am so glad to hear he is doing well however. I just had to write down my excitement to hear such a thing.
♥ I hope everyone is doing wonderful.
I hope that everyone is doing well. The seasonal depression is not hitting me as hard as it was earlier in the season, and I think I will make it out on top. It has been an interesting thing to struggle against my thoughts and despair. While I think about it, I wonder if perhaps I am over thinking everything. I am getting used to the idea of being home alone if only slightly.
It could be because I received some of the best news the other day. You see my grandfather went in for heart surgery the day I flew out for Thanksgiving holiday. I have been nothing but nervous as he has been ill since the previous summer. He has almost died once and I could not bear to lose him now. Not when my grandmother and he finally married and not when she just needs him to be happy. I hear he is going fabulously. He is on his feet, his is sounding healthier, and I get to see him and my grandmother come Monday.
I didn't want to speak and worry about him since I have worried and stressed about it for months. I worried but I wasn't sure if I wanted to express it as my grandparents are rather private people. I am so glad to hear he is doing well however. I just had to write down my excitement to hear such a thing.
♥ I hope everyone is doing wonderful.