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okay listen.
I never mean to offend anyone in anything I say.
Things I write in here are just taken the wrong way.
I know I can often times offend someone by being careless and not wording things so that they don't come off so hurtful.
i'm sorry.
but i do hate that whenever I write an entry out of anger, i always have to go back explaing myself to my good friends. I know that they are giving me advice, and heck, this will probably be taken in the wrong way because I can't say what i'm trying to.
people write hurtful stuff in their journals all the time, why pick on me?
I mean there is so much you guys don't know about me. instead if i say something about how unhappy i am maybe don't take it as me over reacting. maybe I was really upset and that was honestly what i felt at the time.
if i am going to take the time to make sure that the way i word things is not offense then i want people to realize that and not jump on my case.
AND ALSO. everyone read this entry. seriously, because i don't want to realize through this pattern i'm seeing that people only comment about something negative. i mean so i was angry..okay. before that i was happy for the previous coupld of entries...did anyone comment? nope. im not saying i wrote an entry like that for attention because i would never TRY for that kind of attention. never WANT that kind of attentioin.
I don't need negative comments on here.
okay?
I don't want them either.
i know someone is going to probably rant and rave about how wrong i am but whatever.
the thing that really gets me though is your guys are supposed to be my friends. you sure act the part at school. but it isn't saying a lot when only you people, who live here, get offended or hurt, when everyone else, not living here either doesn't get offened, or doesn't see the need to tell the whole world.
you people aren't worth my time anymore, so i'm not giving you any more of it.
I never mean to offend anyone in anything I say.
Things I write in here are just taken the wrong way.
I know I can often times offend someone by being careless and not wording things so that they don't come off so hurtful.
i'm sorry.
but i do hate that whenever I write an entry out of anger, i always have to go back explaing myself to my good friends. I know that they are giving me advice, and heck, this will probably be taken in the wrong way because I can't say what i'm trying to.
people write hurtful stuff in their journals all the time, why pick on me?
I mean there is so much you guys don't know about me. instead if i say something about how unhappy i am maybe don't take it as me over reacting. maybe I was really upset and that was honestly what i felt at the time.
if i am going to take the time to make sure that the way i word things is not offense then i want people to realize that and not jump on my case.
AND ALSO. everyone read this entry. seriously, because i don't want to realize through this pattern i'm seeing that people only comment about something negative. i mean so i was angry..okay. before that i was happy for the previous coupld of entries...did anyone comment? nope. im not saying i wrote an entry like that for attention because i would never TRY for that kind of attention. never WANT that kind of attentioin.
I don't need negative comments on here.
okay?
I don't want them either.
i know someone is going to probably rant and rave about how wrong i am but whatever.
the thing that really gets me though is your guys are supposed to be my friends. you sure act the part at school. but it isn't saying a lot when only you people, who live here, get offended or hurt, when everyone else, not living here either doesn't get offened, or doesn't see the need to tell the whole world.
you people aren't worth my time anymore, so i'm not giving you any more of it.