such is life
stephenie and lane are coming up soon. My god, i cannot wait. Life will be wonderful. :D
I saw Austin today. Man oh man, he looked so good. SO GOOD. I hadnt seen him in like 2 weeks.... i needed it ;) hah. Hopefully *crosses fingers* i can hang out with him soon. Im missing his show on the 3rd cause i have to work....yeah, Geoff is making my close that night. First saturday i've closed in 2 months. Crazy. And...im closing with Geoff that night....*ahem*.... But, i have 3 days off next week...so..austin better hang out with me! mmm..
So, i've been thinking about getting another tattoo.... i want to get a half note...maybe i dotted half note with mikes initals inside of it. i wanna get it on my shoulder blade. I miss him. I was thinking about it the other day. How many times i wish it could've been me. He had so much goin for him. I really wish i would've told him how much i loved him. He was such a great person. I miss him like you wouldnt believe. I was riding around with Ethan last night...i almost started crying...i was thinkin about mike.... i wish i could've been at raven's rock that night. *sigh* I remember that time me, him, jodi, tommy and nathan were ridin in tommy's blazer. We met up with Keith for a few minutes...and i got teased like none other... then we rode around bville.... i got so high...i was starvin...mike gave up his chinese food. That was awesome. Or that time me him and tommy got high in the jetta.....the seats burned my back...and mike got me a blt...or the time we went to Kolhs and talked about jackets...jackets with stash pockets.... or...when we went to circuit city and he got me that incubus dvd...that he took back to Shep....or all the times he asked me to come visit him at school and the plans ALWAYS fell through...or...when i sent him that one picture(;)) and he told me i was beautiful. I remember talking to Shane...like...4 days before the fall...and we talked about mike...i told Shane that i love mike...that he's the best guy in that god damn group...the only one to treat me with a great amount of respect.... fuck everything... Mikey Dane, i miss you more than would ever believe. I <3 you.
and now that i want to die..i think its time i dry my eyes and get ready for adam...
I saw Austin today. Man oh man, he looked so good. SO GOOD. I hadnt seen him in like 2 weeks.... i needed it ;) hah. Hopefully *crosses fingers* i can hang out with him soon. Im missing his show on the 3rd cause i have to work....yeah, Geoff is making my close that night. First saturday i've closed in 2 months. Crazy. And...im closing with Geoff that night....*ahem*.... But, i have 3 days off next week...so..austin better hang out with me! mmm..
So, i've been thinking about getting another tattoo.... i want to get a half note...maybe i dotted half note with mikes initals inside of it. i wanna get it on my shoulder blade. I miss him. I was thinking about it the other day. How many times i wish it could've been me. He had so much goin for him. I really wish i would've told him how much i loved him. He was such a great person. I miss him like you wouldnt believe. I was riding around with Ethan last night...i almost started crying...i was thinkin about mike.... i wish i could've been at raven's rock that night. *sigh* I remember that time me, him, jodi, tommy and nathan were ridin in tommy's blazer. We met up with Keith for a few minutes...and i got teased like none other... then we rode around bville.... i got so high...i was starvin...mike gave up his chinese food. That was awesome. Or that time me him and tommy got high in the jetta.....the seats burned my back...and mike got me a blt...or the time we went to Kolhs and talked about jackets...jackets with stash pockets.... or...when we went to circuit city and he got me that incubus dvd...that he took back to Shep....or all the times he asked me to come visit him at school and the plans ALWAYS fell through...or...when i sent him that one picture(;)) and he told me i was beautiful. I remember talking to Shane...like...4 days before the fall...and we talked about mike...i told Shane that i love mike...that he's the best guy in that god damn group...the only one to treat me with a great amount of respect.... fuck everything... Mikey Dane, i miss you more than would ever believe. I <3 you.
and now that i want to die..i think its time i dry my eyes and get ready for adam...