look in my eyes i'm jaded now watever that means i'm sharing these things

May 04, 2005 13:12

I just feel like writing about this...

Rememba how awhile ago i said that i lost everything that was on my computer? Well i guess i didn't b/c my brotha was able to look at all my stuff i had saved onto microsoft. I'm so excited!!!!

He told me last night that he came accross this thing i had written. It was about the first time i ever held hands with a boy... lol. At first i was mad b/c thats personal stuff that i was never planning to share with anyone! n i'm still kinda embaressed to talk about it, but i was kinda glad he read it because i had forgotten that i had written about that night. I don't wanna get all stupid, lol, but i just remember how excited i was when i wrote that. It truly made me happy to think about it

But at the same time tho, i know that i have a completley different mentality now. I almost can't explain it, but i feel like i've lost all of that. I've lost a desire to have that. I can be straight up cold now when it comes to stuff like that. The thing is that its nothing that anyone ever did or said or anything like that. I know that i made myself this way n i don't want to be... all's i can do is try n change it... n i'm really gonna try

Oh yea, i bought snoops "death row's greatest hits" yestaday... haha i love it! I've been listenin to aint nuttin but a g thing, whats my name and gin and juice like theres no tomorrow! haha k lataaaa
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