You're my Angel - Chapter 9
Title: You’re my Angel (multi-chap)
Pairing: Masatoshi (main); Jun/Mao; one-sided Sakuraiba, Sakumiya; Ohmiya
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17 (the series)
Genre: angst, fluff, smut, humor… (a little bit everything will be here, I guess…)
Disc.: As far as I know I don’t own them but maybe they’ll be delivered to me today…
Summary: He’s the Miracle Boy but this one time the miracle happened with him… (lame as always but please don’t judge my story by this…)
Warning: mpreg (don’t like, don’t read), huge OOC-ness, messed up Arashi
Previous chapters:
Prologue / Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8
Chapter 9
The first week of Aiba’s pregnancy hiatus seemed longer than anything to him. He couldn’t find his place, didn’t know what to do. Even while he was working he always wanted to have a few days off so he can do anything he wants but right now all he wanted to be together with the others as Arashi. So he just wandered around in his apartment looking for something he could kill the time with but hardly found anything that kept hi attention more than five minutes.
On Monday night he watched the news where they talked about his sudden hiatus too showing a bit from the morning’s press conference. He felt guilty when Johnny said Arashi won’t release any single or CD nor hold concerts till he returned. He didn’t think that his absence will mess up the others’ life this much. That night when he lay in his bed he was thinking that it was him again who held back Arashi, just like when he was hospitalized because his lung collapsed.
“Gomen ne, minna… But I can’t risk my angel even if I have to cause trouble to you with this…” he whispered into the dark room and drifted into sleep thinking that was it alright to him to be selfish once in his life?...
After the first week the things started to get better. He used to stay at home though he still really didn’t know what to do. He re-watched most of the DVDs he found in the apartment but it didn’t help a bit cause the half of them was his band mates doramas and movies and it just made him miss them more.
Then he realized his baby will need a lot of things once she was born. So he started to busy himself with preparing her place. Sometimes he became uncertain what or how to do and - to his biggest surprised - at these times he always wanted to ask Riidaa’s help. Once he caught himself that he almost called the older man to ask him what color the baby’s room should be, yellow or pink? But fortunately he realized it in time and could stop before pushed the green button. In the end instead he called Mao asking her to accompany him on her next day off to buy a few things to the baby…
“Ohayou, Ai-chan!” Mao greeted the man when he opened the door to her.
“Mou! Why are you calling me ‘Ai-chan’? It sounds as if I’d be a girl…” he whined.
“But you’ll be a mommy soon… and I thought you need a name that suits to a mommy” she said smiling widely. “And Ai-chan sounds cute!”
Aiba pouted a bit but he knew the actress well enough to know she could be really stubborn sometimes and it was obvious that she won’t give up on calling him ‘Ai-chan’ so he just let her do as she wishes.
“Can we go now?” he asked putting on a hat and big sunglasses to disguise himself a bit.
“Sure! I found a lot of shops where we can buy really cute baby-stuff! I’m sure you’ll love them!” she said excited.
Aiba nodded laughing and let Mao lead him to all those shops she found. They spent almost the whole day with shopping. Everywhere the shopkeepers mistook them as a couple and after the first few times they decided to play along. In the end they were laughing so hard that they had to sit down if they didn’t want to fell. When they finished Aiba’s baby had a dozen of new baby clothes, soothers, toys a lot of other stuff. They also ordered the baby’s furniture to be delivered to Aiba’s place later.
Mao helped Aiba carrying back the shopping bags to his apartment before she had to run to meet with her manager who called her suddenly urging her to meet as soon as possible.
“Ne, Ai-chan, if you need help with anything… You know you can call me anytime” she said smiling.
“Yeah, I know and thank you for it” he smiled back at her gratefully.
“Good. Take care of yourself!” she bid goodbye then stepped out of the apartment.
The next day Aiba decided to work a bit on the baby’s room. He picked up the shopping bags what yesterday he just threw into the room without packing out them. But as he opened the closet to tuck away the new things from the bags his door bell rang. He looked up confused. He wasn’t expecting anyone to visit him right now. Mao-chan said yesterday she’ll be busy today and Jun called him a few days ago to tell he won’t be able to come for a few weeks since he started shooting a new dorama the week before. Then who could it be…?
He walked to the door when the bell kept ringing.
“Who is it?” he asked through the closed door.
“It’s me… Ohno…”
Aiba’s heart skipped a few beats when he heard the older man’s voice. What… what was Ohno doing here…?
“What… what do you want?” he asked flushed.
“ I… I was worried about you and…” Ohno suddenly went silent. “Can you, please, let me in?... You’re neighbor looking at me suspiciously… I’m afraid she’ll call the police if we keep on talking through your door… Please?” Ohno asked him.
Aiba hesitated for a bit then he opened the door with shaking hands. This was it… he won’t be able to hide his state from him anymore. Even Ohno wasn’t that oblivious to not seeing something prominent like Aiba’s bulging tummy. After all he almost reached the fifth month…
Ohno slipped into the apartment and looked at Aiba who was standing in front of him lowering his head and…
“Aiba-chan?... What… what happened to you?” Ohno asked finally. If he didn’t know better he would swear that Aiba looked pregnant…
‘You should know it the best since it’s your fault!’ Aiba wanted to say but bit back the words. Instead he just shrugged silently and went into the kitchen.
“Do you want something, Riidaa? Tea? Coffee? Something to eat...” he asked trying to be a good host.
“No… But tell me… what happened?” the older man repeated his question following Aiba.
The younger one took a few pills before he turned to Ohno.
“Can’t you tell by just looking at me? I’m pregnant…” he said strangely calm.
“Pregnant?... Don’t joke with something like this…” Ohno tried laughing a bit. “But… you’re a boy…”
“I’m well aware of that fact, thank you very much!” Aiba snapped annoyed. He didn’t want to get angry at Ohno but couldn’t help it. These mood swings were unpredictable. It already happened that he yelled at Mao or simply broke down crying when Jun came over to cook him dinner.
“Then… how?...” Ohno asked a little taken a back by Aiba’s shouting.
“It’s something you should know since it was you who made this to me…” Aiba mumbled barely audible.
“What?” Ohno asked and stepped closer. “What do you mean?... Me?...” he asked pointing at himself disbelieving.
“Yeah. When I had to pick you up cause you were drunk and then you fucked me when I took you home… And I let you cause I love you…” he added mumbled then turned away not to have to look at Ohno.
“Don’t tell me…” Ohno muttered and grabbed Aiba’s arm to turn him back. “Was that night real?” he asked. “Did we really have sex?”
“Of course it was real! Other way how would I be pregnant? I don’t sleep with anyone who just come around!” Aiba shouted back and his eyes brimmed with tears. This is why he didn’t want to tell it to Ohno. He couldn’t bear the incredulous look in his eyes. It was… too much…
Minutes passed in silence and Ohno said nothing just stared at Aiba with wide eyes.
“Go away… The baby has nothing to do with you. I don’t need your pity… we’ll be okay… I know that I’m a freak so… just leave us alone…” Aiba whispered weakly and tears started to roll down on his face.
Aiba felt Ohno’s grip loosen on his arm at this and his heart sank at this. Somewhere deep in his heart he hoped Ohno will protest, demanding to stay with him, stay with them…
“No” Ohno said and wiped away the tears from Aiba’s face. “You can’t believe how much I wished that night to be true. I thought I was just dreaming again like thousand times before… I won’t go away nor leave you and our baby cause I love you too, Masaki…” he said seriously before pulled Aiba closer and kissed him deeply…
A/N: yaaay! the big confession happened!XD are you happy? cause I am^^
Pairing: Masatoshi (main); Jun/Mao; one-sided Sakuraiba, Sakumiya; Ohmiya
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17 (the series)
Genre: angst, fluff, smut, humor… (a little bit everything will be here, I guess…)
Disc.: As far as I know I don’t own them but maybe they’ll be delivered to me today…
Summary: He’s the Miracle Boy but this one time the miracle happened with him… (lame as always but please don’t judge my story by this…)
Warning: mpreg (don’t like, don’t read), huge OOC-ness, messed up Arashi
Previous chapters:
Prologue / Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8
Chapter 9
The first week of Aiba’s pregnancy hiatus seemed longer than anything to him. He couldn’t find his place, didn’t know what to do. Even while he was working he always wanted to have a few days off so he can do anything he wants but right now all he wanted to be together with the others as Arashi. So he just wandered around in his apartment looking for something he could kill the time with but hardly found anything that kept hi attention more than five minutes.
On Monday night he watched the news where they talked about his sudden hiatus too showing a bit from the morning’s press conference. He felt guilty when Johnny said Arashi won’t release any single or CD nor hold concerts till he returned. He didn’t think that his absence will mess up the others’ life this much. That night when he lay in his bed he was thinking that it was him again who held back Arashi, just like when he was hospitalized because his lung collapsed.
“Gomen ne, minna… But I can’t risk my angel even if I have to cause trouble to you with this…” he whispered into the dark room and drifted into sleep thinking that was it alright to him to be selfish once in his life?...
After the first week the things started to get better. He used to stay at home though he still really didn’t know what to do. He re-watched most of the DVDs he found in the apartment but it didn’t help a bit cause the half of them was his band mates doramas and movies and it just made him miss them more.
Then he realized his baby will need a lot of things once she was born. So he started to busy himself with preparing her place. Sometimes he became uncertain what or how to do and - to his biggest surprised - at these times he always wanted to ask Riidaa’s help. Once he caught himself that he almost called the older man to ask him what color the baby’s room should be, yellow or pink? But fortunately he realized it in time and could stop before pushed the green button. In the end instead he called Mao asking her to accompany him on her next day off to buy a few things to the baby…
“Ohayou, Ai-chan!” Mao greeted the man when he opened the door to her.
“Mou! Why are you calling me ‘Ai-chan’? It sounds as if I’d be a girl…” he whined.
“But you’ll be a mommy soon… and I thought you need a name that suits to a mommy” she said smiling widely. “And Ai-chan sounds cute!”
Aiba pouted a bit but he knew the actress well enough to know she could be really stubborn sometimes and it was obvious that she won’t give up on calling him ‘Ai-chan’ so he just let her do as she wishes.
“Can we go now?” he asked putting on a hat and big sunglasses to disguise himself a bit.
“Sure! I found a lot of shops where we can buy really cute baby-stuff! I’m sure you’ll love them!” she said excited.
Aiba nodded laughing and let Mao lead him to all those shops she found. They spent almost the whole day with shopping. Everywhere the shopkeepers mistook them as a couple and after the first few times they decided to play along. In the end they were laughing so hard that they had to sit down if they didn’t want to fell. When they finished Aiba’s baby had a dozen of new baby clothes, soothers, toys a lot of other stuff. They also ordered the baby’s furniture to be delivered to Aiba’s place later.
Mao helped Aiba carrying back the shopping bags to his apartment before she had to run to meet with her manager who called her suddenly urging her to meet as soon as possible.
“Ne, Ai-chan, if you need help with anything… You know you can call me anytime” she said smiling.
“Yeah, I know and thank you for it” he smiled back at her gratefully.
“Good. Take care of yourself!” she bid goodbye then stepped out of the apartment.
The next day Aiba decided to work a bit on the baby’s room. He picked up the shopping bags what yesterday he just threw into the room without packing out them. But as he opened the closet to tuck away the new things from the bags his door bell rang. He looked up confused. He wasn’t expecting anyone to visit him right now. Mao-chan said yesterday she’ll be busy today and Jun called him a few days ago to tell he won’t be able to come for a few weeks since he started shooting a new dorama the week before. Then who could it be…?
He walked to the door when the bell kept ringing.
“Who is it?” he asked through the closed door.
“It’s me… Ohno…”
Aiba’s heart skipped a few beats when he heard the older man’s voice. What… what was Ohno doing here…?
“What… what do you want?” he asked flushed.
“ I… I was worried about you and…” Ohno suddenly went silent. “Can you, please, let me in?... You’re neighbor looking at me suspiciously… I’m afraid she’ll call the police if we keep on talking through your door… Please?” Ohno asked him.
Aiba hesitated for a bit then he opened the door with shaking hands. This was it… he won’t be able to hide his state from him anymore. Even Ohno wasn’t that oblivious to not seeing something prominent like Aiba’s bulging tummy. After all he almost reached the fifth month…
Ohno slipped into the apartment and looked at Aiba who was standing in front of him lowering his head and…
“Aiba-chan?... What… what happened to you?” Ohno asked finally. If he didn’t know better he would swear that Aiba looked pregnant…
‘You should know it the best since it’s your fault!’ Aiba wanted to say but bit back the words. Instead he just shrugged silently and went into the kitchen.
“Do you want something, Riidaa? Tea? Coffee? Something to eat...” he asked trying to be a good host.
“No… But tell me… what happened?” the older man repeated his question following Aiba.
The younger one took a few pills before he turned to Ohno.
“Can’t you tell by just looking at me? I’m pregnant…” he said strangely calm.
“Pregnant?... Don’t joke with something like this…” Ohno tried laughing a bit. “But… you’re a boy…”
“I’m well aware of that fact, thank you very much!” Aiba snapped annoyed. He didn’t want to get angry at Ohno but couldn’t help it. These mood swings were unpredictable. It already happened that he yelled at Mao or simply broke down crying when Jun came over to cook him dinner.
“Then… how?...” Ohno asked a little taken a back by Aiba’s shouting.
“It’s something you should know since it was you who made this to me…” Aiba mumbled barely audible.
“What?” Ohno asked and stepped closer. “What do you mean?... Me?...” he asked pointing at himself disbelieving.
“Yeah. When I had to pick you up cause you were drunk and then you fucked me when I took you home… And I let you cause I love you…” he added mumbled then turned away not to have to look at Ohno.
“Don’t tell me…” Ohno muttered and grabbed Aiba’s arm to turn him back. “Was that night real?” he asked. “Did we really have sex?”
“Of course it was real! Other way how would I be pregnant? I don’t sleep with anyone who just come around!” Aiba shouted back and his eyes brimmed with tears. This is why he didn’t want to tell it to Ohno. He couldn’t bear the incredulous look in his eyes. It was… too much…
Minutes passed in silence and Ohno said nothing just stared at Aiba with wide eyes.
“Go away… The baby has nothing to do with you. I don’t need your pity… we’ll be okay… I know that I’m a freak so… just leave us alone…” Aiba whispered weakly and tears started to roll down on his face.
Aiba felt Ohno’s grip loosen on his arm at this and his heart sank at this. Somewhere deep in his heart he hoped Ohno will protest, demanding to stay with him, stay with them…
“No” Ohno said and wiped away the tears from Aiba’s face. “You can’t believe how much I wished that night to be true. I thought I was just dreaming again like thousand times before… I won’t go away nor leave you and our baby cause I love you too, Masaki…” he said seriously before pulled Aiba closer and kissed him deeply…
A/N: yaaay! the big confession happened!XD are you happy? cause I am^^