You're my Angel - Chapter 3
Title: You’re my Angel (multi-chap)
Pairing: Masatoshi (main); Jun/Mao; one-sided Sakuraiba, Sakumiya; Ohmiya
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17 (the series)
Genre: angst, fluff, smut, humor… (a little bit everything will be here, I guess…)
Disc.: As far as I know I don’t own them but maybe they’ll be delivered to me today…
Summary: He’s the Miracle Boy but this one time the miracle happened with him… (lame as always but please don’t judge my story by this…)
Warning: mpreg (don’t like, don’t read), huge OOC-ness, messed up Arashi
Previous chapters:
Prologue / Chapter 1 / Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Aiba stumbled into his apartment out of breath and locked every lock on the door as if someone was chasing him. But the only thing was chasing him on the way home was his own thoughts and the vivid memories of their acts. Aiba curled up in a ball in the corner of his entrance hall. He put his hands on his ears hoping it will shut up the sounds he imagines still hearing though in the same time he wanted to keep the smallest, faintest memory of this night since he knew it was a once in a lifetime thing which will never happen again. He felt his confused feelings were going to drive him insane. The questions which he didn’t know the answers made his head spinning.
What will happen tomorrow?
What will happen if Nino gets to know it?
What will happen if anyone knows it?
What should he do next time he meets Ohno?
What should he say?
What if Ohno won’t even remember a thing?
What if Ohno will remember?...
Aiba didn’t know the answer to these questions and it made him feel more insecure. He wanted to talk to someone but he felt too confused about this whole mess and didn’t want to bother anyone at this time so he decided to remain silent about the affair…
Somewhere during the night he dozed off right where he was, curled up in the corner and a few hours later he woke up to his landline phone ringing. He crawled into the living room to answer it.
“Moshi-moshi? Aiba desu…” he mumbled sleepily.
“Aiba-san! The car arrived to pick you up, please hurry” his manager said.
“Hai! I’ll be there soon!” Aiba answered immediately his mind cleared up at the urgent words.
He run to bathroom and dropped his sticky clothes on the floor hastily to take a quick shower. Then he run to his bedroom to get some clean clothes but froze when he passed the mirror. He had to turn back and take a second look cause he didn’t want to believe his own eyes at first. But there they were: the bright hickeys on both sides of his neck, all Ohno’s perfect artwork…
“No way…” he mumbled disbelieving and touched his neck softly.
Then he shook his head remembering he had no time to waste let alone trying to cover up the marks with make-up. So all he could do was grabbing a scarf on the way to the door putting it around his neck securely and prayed they would give him an outfit to the shooting what covers his neck…
Aiba walked toward their green room deep in thoughts after he finished with his CM shooting which happily passed without any bigger mistakes on his behalf. He didn’t even look up when he entered the room so Ohno’s voice totally caught him off guard.
“Hello, Aiba-chan!” he smiled at the taller idol warmly.
Aiba literally jumped a bit and stared at him with wide eyes for minutes. The last thing he was expecting that he have to be alone with Ohno as soon as he arrives back from his shooting.
“What’s it, Aiba-chan? You look like if you saw a ghost or something…” Ohno said oblivious with an adorable smile what made Aiba’s heart skip several beats. The younger man shook his head to reorganize his thoughts.
“Sorry, Riidaa, you just surprised me, that’s all” he said with a wide smile and sat down on the couch.
“Okay, I started to worry that it would be something… I don’t know… bigger…” Ohno said shrugging and sat next to Aiba which made the younger tense a bit but fortunately Ohno didn’t notice it. “Oh, you left your phone in my apartment…” the older man said and fished out the said item from his bag to hand it over to its rightful owner.
“Eeeh?” Aiba squeaked panicked.
“And… about yesterday… or actually it was today, right?... I’m sorry…” Ohno added and he seemed a bit embarrassed.
Aiba saw his hand clearly shaking as he took his phone from Ohno’s hand.
“W..why are you… ap…apologizing, Captain?” Aiba asked cautiously. Can it be… can it be that… Ohno remembers?...
“I’m sorry to call you in the middle of the night forcing you to come pick me up from the bar… Usually I call Nino but now he’s in Osaka… So I’m sorry to wake you up since you had an early morning shooting today, right?” Ohno said and looked at him guiltily.
Aiba felt his heart sink at these words. So Ohno remembers nothing, and of course, he was just Nino’s substitute since he was away… Why did he even bother to build up his hopes? He should’ve known better already…
He forced a smile on his face.
“It’s okay, Captain, no worry! That’s what friends are for, right?” he asked with fake cheerfulness. “And Nino comes back today, right? So be happy!” he said smiling.
Ohno nodded and seemed honestly relieved that Aiba wasn’t mad at him.
“I go buy something to drink from the vending machine… Do you want something?” Aiba asked and jumped from his seat.
“No, thanks, I’m okay…” Ohno shook his head smiling.
“Okay then, I’ll be back soon!” Aiba beamed and he did his best not to be obvious that he was fleeing from the green room…
“You can’t decide?” Jun asked Aiba and dropped an arm around his shoulder.
Aiba - again - was too deep in his thoughts that he didn’t hear the younger man’s footsteps. He looked at Jun with an almost nervous smile on his face.
“Yeah… I was hesitating between the oolong tea and the peach drink…” he lied though he hated when he had to lie to his band mates.
“Then, I’ll decide it to you…” Jun said smiling and when he pulled his arm from Aiba’s shoulder to push the needed buttons on the vending machine, he accidentally dragged off Aiba’s scarf too. Aiba yelped frightened and bent down o pick up the fallen garment but before he could arrange it back around his neck to cover the marking, Jun looked back at him.
“Nice marks… Had a wild night, huh?” the younger man asked smirking.
Aiba quickly put back his scarf and his face reddened in embarrassment.
“It’s not what you think…” he mumbled to the floor.
Jun raised an eyebrow then patted Aiba’s shoulder friendly.
“I wasn’t judging you… You’re a grown-up man, do as you want, with whoever you want in your free time” he said and smiling at him reassuringly.
Aiba looked up at him with grateful eyes and smiling but his cheeks were still a bit pinkish.
“Thanks, MatsuJun!”
“You’re welcome!” Jun smirked back and handed him the bottle what fell from the vending machine. “Anyway… who’s the lucky girl… or boy…?” Jun asked when they started to walk back to their green room.
“Jun!” Aiba squeaked offended and quickly looked around to be sure none other heard Jun’s question.
“What? I’m just curious…” he said and shrugged. “So tell me, how did it happen?”
“Jun!” Aiba’s face was blushing madly again at this question. “I said already it’s not what you’re thinking! The things just… slipped under control…” the older singer mumbled the end.
“What do you mean? Were you drunk or something? It’s just the middle of the week, don’t you it’s a bit early to get drunk after work?” he asked raising a brow questioningly.
“I wasn’t drunk!” Aiba protested firmly. “But he was…” he added in a more silent tone.
“Ah, so it’s a ‘he’ then…!” Jun smirked. “And? Are you too dating? Will you introduce me to him?” Jun acted like a gossipy schoolgirl.
Aiba flinched at the question and lowered his head.
“No, we’re not dating. He… has someone already… I guess…” ‘and you already know Riidaa so I don’t need to introduce you two to each other…’, he added in thoughts.
“That’s a shame… I was hoping you found someone finally, your hopeless longing after Riidaa all these years, it's getting to be too much…” Jun said when they reached their destination.
Aiba looked at the younger member with wide eyes. How did Jun know? Is he that obvious? What should he do now?...
“How did you find out? Did you tell anyone? Does anyone else know?”
Aiba whispered his questions to Jun in the break of shooting. The younger member let Aiba drag him away from the others as soon as the director called for five minutes break.
“I didn’t have to tell anyone. Sorry, Aiba-chan, but you’re way too obvious. Just those not see you’re in love with Ohno who don’t want to see this” he answered calmly.
“Really? Then the others know too? Riidaa knows too?” Aiba asked panicky.
“Nino knows, Sho and Ohno don’t, I think… I mean, I’m sure that Sho-kun doesn’t know it but Ohno is an enigma when it comes to his feelings, right?” Jun tried to sound reassuring but he had the feeling that he’s doing a pretty shitty job right now.
“Nino knows?” Aiba seemed not to hear anything else what Jun said after this. “He’ll kill me…” he said and sat down on the floor with his legs pulled closed to his chest.
“He won’t” Jun said as he kneeled down next to the older man and patted Aiba’s hair softly.
“He will! Don’t you see how much he’s all over Riidaa all the time?” Aiba said and looked at Jun incredulous.
“I see that. But that’s not because he’s in love with Ohno” Jun said firmly.
“Then why?” Aiba asked with round, innocent eyes.
Jun just shrugged and he didn’t have to answer Aiba’s question cause their break time was up and the AD called them back at set…
A/N: sorry, girls, it seems Ohno doesn't remember... *hides before you trow something at her*