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well, today was a good day.
I got up early to help set up for the craft sale fundraiser for the Africe trip.
Then i brought Jesse's clothes to his house(priorly arranged time) where i found Jesse asleep, hungover, and having not bothered to find all my stuff at his house even though i was nice enough to actually collect and bring all of his things back to his house.
So i woke him up.
We talked, had a few cigarettes, beat eachother with gloves, re-proclaimed that we would indeed have to stay friends because we suck at being completely apart, but also agreed that it should not ever cross that line of friendship again for our own sanities.
we hugged. i told him if he ever got himself into one of those places you cant get out of without dying or ending up insane or raped or dead- that he should call me, and id come save him-as i would do for any other friend.
i don't know what he feels for me though. he sais he doesnt love me like he used to...but when we were hugging and talking about that last bit, he was all snuggly and making little 'happy noises' like one of those safe-feeling sighs if that makes sense. anyway, i dont know. but whatever it is, we both know where we need to stay relationship-wise.
im happy though, im glad were friends. its better this way.
I got up early to help set up for the craft sale fundraiser for the Africe trip.
Then i brought Jesse's clothes to his house(priorly arranged time) where i found Jesse asleep, hungover, and having not bothered to find all my stuff at his house even though i was nice enough to actually collect and bring all of his things back to his house.
So i woke him up.
We talked, had a few cigarettes, beat eachother with gloves, re-proclaimed that we would indeed have to stay friends because we suck at being completely apart, but also agreed that it should not ever cross that line of friendship again for our own sanities.
we hugged. i told him if he ever got himself into one of those places you cant get out of without dying or ending up insane or raped or dead- that he should call me, and id come save him-as i would do for any other friend.
i don't know what he feels for me though. he sais he doesnt love me like he used to...but when we were hugging and talking about that last bit, he was all snuggly and making little 'happy noises' like one of those safe-feeling sighs if that makes sense. anyway, i dont know. but whatever it is, we both know where we need to stay relationship-wise.
im happy though, im glad were friends. its better this way.