Ganz oder gar nicht...
The feeling of something new is happening with me and my environment is already gone.
My life will be the same as it used to be before.
Except the fact, that some people may only exist in my mind. Or at least what they usually were. To me.
I wish, I could turn back time and do things I didn't do, say things I didn't say. And I wish, I could call off all the things I did and all the things I said.
I'm sorry. For everything I did to anyone. For all the annoyance and all the discussions.
I don't want to be the person you may saw in me the last time. I want to be your friend.
And sometimes, I want to be the only friend for you. It still hurts, but today you're even more far away to me then you'll be in a couple of months.
My life will be the same as it used to be before.
Except the fact, that some people may only exist in my mind. Or at least what they usually were. To me.
I wish, I could turn back time and do things I didn't do, say things I didn't say. And I wish, I could call off all the things I did and all the things I said.
I'm sorry. For everything I did to anyone. For all the annoyance and all the discussions.
I don't want to be the person you may saw in me the last time. I want to be your friend.
And sometimes, I want to be the only friend for you. It still hurts, but today you're even more far away to me then you'll be in a couple of months.